Blogspot - NINDAEY

strong

2012-02-06T22:42:00.002+07:00

i guess i've been strong for too long until i cannot accept the fact that i can be weak too sometimes.. heartbreaking, eh? :/

Nyata

2012-01-01T21:54:00.001+07:00

Dan pada akhirnya, kamu -yang dulu saya kira hal paling mustahil, kini menjadi milik saya :)

Destiny

2011-10-31T16:21:00.001+07:00

But that's the funny thing about destiny,
it happens with you plan it or not

-Ted Mosby,
How I Met Your Mother
Pilot Episode

Egois

2011-10-27T14:51:00.002+07:00

Pernahkah kamu merasa amat sangat menginginkan sesuatu tapi kamu tidak dapat memilikinya?

Dan ketika kamu memilikinya kamu merasa kamu tidak menginginkan sesuatu itu lagi?

Malah, kamu menginginkan sesuatu yang lain yang kamu tahu tidak akan pernah kamu miliki?

Egois?

Sangat.............

Too Little Too Late

2011-10-25T11:08:00.002+07:00

Now that you have opened your mind,

it is already too late...

Goodbye

100

2011-09-12T20:12:00.003+07:00

Jakarta, tunggu saya. Saya akan berada disana dalam 100 hari. Tidak sabar rasanya, berharap waktu berjalan cepat, makin cepat dan sangat cepat.

Namsan Tower

2011-09-10T23:13:00.003+07:00

Went to Namsan Tower this afternoon and saw that locks wall ♥

Hey future boyfriend, someday we should go there to lock our hearts :)
xoxo, N

Home

2011-09-07T23:15:00.002+07:00

But this is what I call home <3
And I miss every part of it...

♥stillnot

2011-09-07T15:20:00.001+07:00

and those people are you and me....

♥not

2011-09-02T11:40:00.007+07:00

'But as soon as the heart gets involved, you're the first one on my wishlist'

Even if you are not here, I am still thankful that I had the chance to know you. Somehow, this is getting more painful because I know, our hearts will never be one. But still, I would rather have you as a friend than not having you at all.

You probably would never read this and I do not have guts to say I like you or what, but I am not gonna fight for an 'us' because true love means letting go. Just be happy and that is enough for me ♥

North East

2011-08-25T21:59:00.002+07:00

See you next year, Jakarta? I'm missing you already..

see you soon, xoxo

2011-08-18T00:12:00.004+07:00

i prefer using 'see you again' instead of 'goodbye'.

see you soon, people? i'm leaving.

but i promise we will soon meet again ;)

Sour Kelly

2011-01-27T14:22:00.006+07:00

Sancta Ursula, Jan 10, 2011, 6:10 pm
2 days to our wondrous mass ;)

-Oh! 'Darkly, deeply, beautifully blue',
As someone somewhere sings about the sky
Lord Byron

ICU

2011-01-06T23:17:00.004+07:00

Today's stupidity

At school
S : Nen, lo kuliah emang mau masuk mana
N : (Tongue twisted) ICU (??)
.........
I+S+N : HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA

At home
N : Ma, tadi kan servina nanya mau masuk mana. Kan harusnya ICU (??) jadi bilangnya ICU
M : lah tadi barusan kamu bilang ICU.
N : haaahh??
..........
N : HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

ada apa dengan gue dan ICU? ._.
i meant UIC, gak mau masuk ICU! bwakakakakaka

Sad

2010-12-18T20:25:00.002+07:00

Bad news, stop coming please? i hate to hear you day to day.
I'm settled for the worst, but i was never expecting it.
I don't wanna hear truth anymore.
Why would i hear it if it's only sadden me?

Crap, i should rename this blog --> heartbreaking blog

Sorry for another plaint, promise you i'll post a happy story soon :*

Change

2010-12-17T22:26:00.003+07:00

You changed me completely

You changed my appearance
my stance
my cogitation
my direction
my mind

But you forgot something, honey

You didn't change my heart

You forgot to change my heart
To stop loving you*

Live Report

2010-12-12T13:20:00.003+07:00

11.01 pm. All the lights and tv are off. It's dark rite here. I'm sitting in tv room, alone. Hmm basically not, my two rabbits are running all over. I opened the cage, letting them enjoy a lil nite freedom. Ndud is climbing stairs, don't know where he wanna go. I can't see him. Tukki is hiding somewhere. I can't find him. So yea, I'm alone. Things are filling my head, but I'm still sad. I don't know, but I think I'm just a robot and I should carry your commands on, no more than that. Look! Ndud is coming down, he's falling a dust pan down, naughty. Tukki is afraid wif the sound, he's running away. My bb battery's red, I hv to go back to my room and recharge this unless this story will be gone. But wait, I don't wanna leave them. They're the only reason I'm not crying rite now. Even seeing their fur can relieve me. Aiiinnggg ndud is on my chest, he's jumping on my couch looking for food. He's kissing me :* tukki just watching from floor, he's short he can't jump. I gave them food and usually, they'd chase me after I do so. Okey, am gonna take them back to their bed. it's late, they needa sleep. Good nite people. Pray for me :)

Expect

2010-11-29T14:19:00.006+07:00

Thought you said you're gonna absolve me after this done...

Don't talk shit, PROVE it.

wish blogspot never asked to entitle posts, esp when i had zero to write

Quote

2010-11-12T18:48:00.006+07:00

"Unfortunately,

the TRUTH

makes everything else seem like

a LIE ...

-Valentine's Day (2010)

Tornful

2010-11-06T18:04:00.002+07:00

Another greivance to share.

October wasn't so nice.
No, it wasn't nice at all. Life troubles caught me, and i got trapped real deep.
All went wretched when fact revealed itself. And soon, other sour reality immured me.
There're always be reasons, acceptable or not. This time, i got it.

You know, i know it's amusing to ruin others' life, esp the hated one.
But don't you realize?
I'm stronger than that.
I bore some hurtful feelings for years,
and i didn't fetch a single complaint out of my mouth.
I cried once or twice, but not because you shattered my heart.
Because i realized i didn't have someone i could talk to.

I locked everything that spilled from your wicked mouth.
When it was too much, i walked away and cursed.
For this whole time, you change me from the lovely one,
to the most wounded one.
You tried to act nice, but you showed the worst side of yours.
You killed me inside with the cruelest way ever.
Regrettably, you didn't show any repentant -AT ALL

I have no right to change you, even if i could.
My mind goes wrack, i spend my almost time to plan a revenge
I wish i never know you, not a thing about you
And now, envious engirdles me, to them who have a better one.

We both know this very well
That things won't be the same again.
Why don't we just walk a separate way?

Growing Up

2010-10-31T19:56:00.004+07:00

Growing up is a phase we as a living creatures would pass. These two are my love. I'm gonna share a bit how they're getting bigger (and fatter) here :D

This is like 1st month he's been here -i wrote that he was a she, i was wrong. It marks July 17th 2010. Small but cute as always ♥ Call him Ndud!

August, 2nd month. I put the food into his home (?) he was stupid so he couldn't get it :p

And now we have a new friend! Call him Tukki, or sometimes i called him TukTuk, he's a lil shy and tend to run from me :( but still i lovaaa him muchoo mwihi :D

This is September 2010. I took this on 12 midnight and they still awake yet cutee :*

Octobeeerrrr, gendut ya dia sekarang? + malas (y)

Sunbathing seems so relaxing in the afternoon ya?

I love them both very very much. Thankyouuuu Ajeng who gave me Ndud and myself who bought TukTuk :p They're my stress-reliever. No doubt about that ♥

Suara Rakyat

2010-10-26T19:13:00.006+07:00

Tau tidak? Hari ini gue bolos. Kenapa? Begini ya..

Kemarin gue pulang retret dari sukabumi, kita pulang sekitar pukul 12 siang. Karena kondisi lalu lintas agak macet, rencana sampai di jakarta pukul 16.00 bergeser 1 jam menjadi pukul 17.00.

Waktu turun tol memang sedang hujan deras, lalu bus kita lewat pramuka-salemba-senen untuk sampai ke lapangan banteng. guess what? arah sebaliknya macet total dan itu adalah arah gue pulang.

Sesampai di lapangan banteng gue sama mama makan sebentar sebelom pulang, baru pulang sekitar jam 17.30. Begitu jalan, kita dilema mau lewat mana untuk pulang karena semua jalan macet. Waktu sampai di depan atrium, voilaaa! Flyover senen udah macet dari naikannya. Kita banting stir ke cempaka putih.

Even worse, cempaka putih macet dan banjir luar biasa. Perlu waktu 5 jam untuk menempuh lapangan banteng - rawamangun. Gue sampai rumah jam 22.30. Capek luar biasa, gue disuruh bolos hari ini. Jarak tempuh Sukabumi-Jakarta sama dengan jarak tempuh Lapangan Banteng-Rawamangun, yang notabene cuma 13-14 km dan bisa ditempuh dalam waktu 30-40 menit. What the hell?

Ini 2 foto waktu di cempaka putih, sekitar jam 8 malam. Ini dalam keadaan stuck, tidak bergerak sama sekali. Lihat betapa stressnya pengendara motor sampe tidur nunggu macet.

Poinnya adalah, bagaimana kerja pemerintah sekarang yang gembar gembor cuma buat ngurusin gedung DPR yang super mewah? Katanya mereka itu wakil rakyat, kok malah nguras uang rakyat buat kesenangan sendiri? Mana perbaikannya di semua sektor terutama sarana dan prasarana transportasi? Kalo begini sih, semua orang bisa jadi anggota DPR kan kerjaannya cuma mikirin harta.

Jangan cuma salahkan hujan atau cuaca or whatsoeverlah. Kita semua tau sistem drainase dan saluran air di jakarta luar biasa buruk, sayangnya tidak ada usaha dari pemerintah sedikitpun buat memperbaiki. Bang Foke ditanya banjirpun cuma diem, katanya sakit tenggorokan. Kurang bikin malu apa coba. Janji waktu kampanye kalah sama sakit tenggorokan. Cih.

Kasian sekali nasib warga jakarta yang harus bermacet ria untuk pulang ke rumah, sementara para pejabat tinggal tutup jalan buat pergi kemana-mana. Mana yang namanya keadilan? Cobalah mereka sekali-kali nerobos banjir jalan kaki ato gak ikut bermacet ria pas pulang ke rumah. Mau nyalahin siapa kalo udah begitu?

Si presiden juga kayaknya anteng anteng saja, dimanapun dia berada. Sepertinya kata 'beliau' terdengar aneh untuk dituliskan, pakai dia sajalah. Sekarang saja Merapi lagi kacau balau, dia masih di Hanoi, tau deh ngapain. Mau ada perubahan seperti apapun, sepertinya negara ini sudah kehilangan harapan pada pemimpin-pemimpin rakyat yang kerjaannya cuma korupsi, selingkuh, tidur pas rapat dan maksa bikin kantor jd hotel. Berkacalah! Negara maju lainnya juga tidak ada tuh gedung kerja pejabat pakai spa dan kolam renang. Negara miskin seperti ini saja sok-sokan mau bangun fasilitas begitu, padahal ada rakyatnya yang makan 3 kali sehari sudah bersyukur.

Entah kenapa apa Indonesia dikutuk sejak Pak Beye jadi presiden. Bencana demi bencana gak berhenti terjadi. Mulai dari tsunami, gempa, gunung meletus, lumpur lapindo, banjir, macet.
Tumbang sajalah pak daripada menyiksa rakyat lagi. Kami sudah MUAK!

.

2010-10-09T16:53:00.002+07:00

"Growing up is one of the heaviest times in life"

God, please make this easier for me -in every way

2010-09-16T21:36:00.001+07:00

had a super bad day :(
this is the time i wanna die the most..
God, please cheer me up

--"

2010-09-07T20:39:00.002+07:00

don't know what to post, life's been so flat eeeeerrrrr
nothing to tell, wish i had one but apparently NOT -.-

i bought a new bunny to take care the old Ndud! photos come afterward
i dont know if it's a she or he, i just love IT :)
mom named it TUKI, means rabbit in korean (토끼) --> toooftenwatchingkoreandrama syndrome

and it's holiday for a week, nothing's special
at least it's less hell than going to school.

Do pray so i can find something (very) good this week!

SMILE!

2010-08-22T21:07:00.003+07:00

Walaupun udah mau gila ngurusin semua hal tentang sekolah tapi untungnya ada kamu, kamu dan kamu yang selalu bikin aku ketawa dan senyum setiap hari :D
Terima kasih banyak yaaa! ayo berjuang bersama melawan hari-hari di dunia yang kejam ini!
Tentunya, dengan penuh senyum tulus :) :)

-- Sebenernya pengen post dengan foto gue lagi senyum, tapi malah terlihat agak menyeringai -_-

LOVEEEEEYYY, full-smiled Nindaey :D

:*

2010-08-09T17:18:00.004+07:00

you're killing me
slowly, softly, gently

but somehow, i love it.

damn

Hunny Bunny ♥

2010-07-08T19:08:00.004+07:00

nu cutey little toy ♥
they named her Latos, i call her Ndud ☺
arrived home July 5th, 2010, she's a gift from Ajeng -thankyooouu :D
she's now living in aquarium (?)
me love seeing her hopping miuuuu ♥

*she's now starving herself, don't wanna eat :(

photo : ©Ajeng

Gotcha!

2010-05-27T17:10:00.002+07:00

A Lone

2010-05-23T12:44:00.003+07:00

because you've never been by my side when you're supposed to
you leave me here, alone -devastated
crying, craving for love to come
did you ever notice when i was on pain?

anyway i'm now alone at home and it's rainiiiiiiing

Kecantikan (?)

2010-05-15T13:48:00.004+07:00

exam today, jeje as the victim(?). me and sabrina did it precisely, rite?

the last pic was really scary though, guess you're natural born ghost je HAHAHA
the girl in blue is abe tasya, malda and fany done her make up, gorgeously
we would get nice point you think?

DIE EATING, not DIETING

2010-05-13T23:09:00.005+07:00

NINDAEY's TODAY ~~DIET~~ MEAL :
1. 3 pieces of dreadfully delicious xiao lung pao
2. a plate of chicken teriyaki
3. 3 pieces of tako and salmon sushi
4. a cup of super duper yummy twist 'so yummy' yoghurt with chocochips and almond topping
5. pieces of brownies
6. a cup of mie gelas
7. 2 slices of pork chop
8. 2 pieces of WRP cookies

you call it diet? -__-

so my dad (finally) realized diet is a damn far world for me, so he told to put it off ~ :)

A Song For You ~

2010-05-13T22:40:00.003+07:00

(With you)
Don't cry anymore
(With you)
Don't be hurt anymore
Whenever it rains like today,
picture me for a little while,
as I'm praying for you every night

FT Island - Song For You ♥

somebody please make a blog header for me!

Eager

2010-04-29T20:27:00.005+07:00

while i'm holding back my hunger
and burying my desires

i pray a lot so i can see you, just once in my life

note : please bold the word YET :)

Midnight Post

2010-02-25T01:42:00.004+07:00

i'm dreaming that i AM dreaming now in my slumber, cuddling up in my quilt and time isn't exist.

but the pathetic fact : i'm still studying and it's 2.01 AM, fcuk.
fi-uuh, life's hard people...

Long, Miss, Loved

2010-02-21T15:01:00.007+07:00

i felt sorry for them who couldn't have a life like mine
i feel sorry for myself who can't have life like theirs

i long the time i felt the summer breeze went through my neck. the smell, the warm, everything
i long the time i tried to set a glance at you, wondering if you would look me back
i long the time when 14 of us sat together on the stairs, trying to catch our calf love in the eyes
i long the time when we stared at the sunset, i know you were happy too, but we were too shy to tell
i long the time we took care about the cup, we messed up our points but it was okay as long as we're happy
i long the time i could feel your deep love, when i knew you were there no matter what :)

i miss our cohesiveness, even when we were apart, i still felt it very strong
i miss the mornings i started with prayers at church, and realized i didn't pray alone.
i miss the feeling when i had 13 girls around me, in consecutive 3 absorbing years
i miss laughing til die for some unexplainable reasons as long as i was with my girls
i miss the time you came to me even just to say 'hi' after school, that's too sweet
i miss my diaries, the papers are full with our story, your name is written everywhere
i miss the time i felt proud of you, for what you were, for the love you showed me :)

i loved when my mornings came, i could see you around, and i knew i would meet you when school ended
i loved when rains poured, we took off shoes because of flood, remember when 6 or 7 of us shouted in the flood in front of church?
i loved when i cut my meal portion so i could look good in front of my girls, sounds silly but i really did :p
i loved when 3 of you fell down and the rest of us laughed like hell, i still laugh even now
i loved when it was break time, because i could see you from distance
i loved when i loved you, no addition :)

i still love every little thing we all did together

just give back my wonderful past please?

Cullen, Edward Cullen..

2010-02-01T22:50:00.002+07:00

Trust me.
Edward Cullen, Twilight, Chapter 3, p.57

Do I dazzle you?
Edward Cullen, Twilight, Chapter 8, p.168

I can’t sleep.
Edward Cullen, Twilight, Chapter 9, p.186

It’s twilight.
Edward Cullen, Twilight, Chapter 11, p.232

I cannot be without you, but I will not destroy your soul.
Edward Cullen, New Moon, Chapter 23, p.518

Your hold is permanent and unbreakable. Never doubt that.
Edward Cullen, New Moon, Chapter 24, p.524

The outside world holds no interest for me without you.
Edward Cullen, Eclipse, Chapter 2, p.49

I’ll be back so soon you won’t have time to miss me. Look after my heart — I’ve left it with you.
Edward Cullen, Eclipse, Chapter 4, p.95

Do you ever think that your life might be easier if you weren’t in love with me?
Edward Cullen, Eclipse, Chapter 10, p.230

She is mine. I didn’t say I would fight fair.
Edward Cullen, Eclipse, Chapter 15, p.341

My heart is just as silent. And it, too, is yours.
Edward Cullen, Eclipse, Chapter 20, p.439

Isabella Swan? I promise to love you forever — every single day of forever. Will you marry me?
Edward Cullen, Eclipse, Chapter 20, p.460

As long as she wants me, I’m here.
Edward Cullen, Eclipse, Chapter 22, p.502

Enjoying the party, Mrs. Cullen?
Edward Cullen, Breaking Dawn, Chapter 4, p.55

Do you want me to sing to you? I’ll sing all night if it will keep the bad dreams away.
Edward Cullen, Breaking Dawn, Chapter 6, p.105

Bella, I love you. Bella, I’m sorry.
Edward Cullen, Breaking Dawn, Chapter 19, p.380

A night for celebrations.
Edward Cullen, Breaking Dawn, Chapter 39, p.752

High school. Or was purgatory the right word?
Edward Cullen, Midnight Sun, Chapter 1, p.1

Can I be your Isabella Swan?
Or can you be my Edward Cullen?

The Secret Garden

2010-01-28T23:31:00.005+07:00

The Secret Garden by Frances Hodgson Burnett, bought it at PI about 12-13 years ago, haven't read it once. cost Rp 71.500,- back then, what about now?
as i can remember i bought this book because a key necklace inside it, a key to open the garden. don't ask about it -gone

written and published in 1911 with such peak english, i understand why i didn't read it. how could a 5 years baby girl read a novel? but now i'm 17 so i'm gonna do it yea

"When orphaned Mary Lennox, lonely and sad, comes to live at her uncle's great house on the Yorkshire Moors, she finds it full of secrets. At night, she hears the sound of crying down one of the long corridors. Outside, she meets Dickon, a magical boy who can charm and talk to animals, Then, one day, with the help of a friendly robin, Mary discovers the most mysterious wonder of all-a secret garden, walled and locked, which has been completely forgotten for years and years. Is everything in the garden dead, or can Mary bring it back to life?"

want to watch the muvee too!

(UN)ordinary (BIRTH)day!

2010-01-19T16:38:00.005+07:00

January, 19th

that's my birthday!

"happy birthday Ninda
happy birthday Ninda
happy birthday sweet(?) Ninda
happy birthday Nindaaaaaaaa!"

okey stop

seperti yg tertera pada judul di atas, hari ini memang bukan hari biasa

"lo ultah kan?" nope
"lo sweet 17?" bukan
"trs apa dong?"

iya, GUE TIDAK MEMBAWA TAS KE SEKOLAH HARI INI -_____-

nah loh, kok bisa?

5.50 am
gue turun ke bawah sambil bawa tas. karena berat jd ada beberapa buku ada yg gak dimasukkin tas. nah pas dibawah sekeluarga langsung cipika cipiki happy birthday lalalala.

then i put it buat pake socks. nah gue pas baru nyalain hp, nah gue blsin sms satu - satu. tas gue ditinggalin di sofa.

krn di luar ujan jd gue disuruh msk sebelom mobil keluar dr carport. gue bawa tuh 3 buku (ekop, mat, sejarah) yg gak dimasukkin tas, hp, botol minum sama jaket.

and the car took off...

6.20 am
di dpn smak 3 gue mau ikut rambut. nah pas gue mau ambil sisir yg biasa gue bawa di tas. gue melongo dulu, spontan gue teriak, "PAPA TAS AKU MANAAAAAAAA??!!!!"
super panik heboh, pas lampu merah gue loncat - loncat di mobil sampe mobilnya goyang heboh bgt --" orang di luar udah pd ngeliatin haha

gue minta pulang aja, cm krn udah deket bokap males muter hhhh malah dengan santainya blg 'kalo lg kyk gini jgn panik, pinjem sama kls lain aja, atur strategi' - siapa sih yg gak panik kalo tau lupa bawa tas sekolah?? bahkan gue udah ngerjain semua pr ya dr hari minggu, hiks :'(

trs gue tepon ke rmh, "MA TAS SEKOLAH AKU KETINGGALAN GAK?!"
"wah iya! loh kok gada yg nyadar sih?" -nada super santai
kenapa semua orang santai disaat gue super panik begini -.-
sebenernya nyokap mau nganterin tasnya cm gue blg gak usah deh. i didn't know why i said that when i knew i might be punished if teachers found out, but they didn't :P

gue nyoba telpon servina ajeng boya novita gada yg ngangkat, untung DAY ngangkaaaaat wahhh i love you full deh day. gue minta dia tungguin di pos satpam.

pas turun yg lain pd ngeliatin gt, nih anak gak bawa tas?!
trs gue langsung lari ke day sama meli sambil teriak - teriak "DAY GUE GAK BAWA TAS!"
haha bodoh, guepun lari marathon ke IPS 1 buat minjem buku geo sama kn.
pas gue msk kelas gue jg tidak kalah heboh teriak - teriak kalo gue lupa bawa tas

gue akhirnya pindah tmpt duduk ke belakang trs minjem tasnya ajeng biar keliatannya gue bawa tas eheheheh. satu perkataannya ajeng yg NANCEP WOY NANCEP (gak nyantai) : yampun nin gue sekali kalinya lupa bawa tas ke sekolah tuh pas TK -_______-

dan hari ini gue sama sekali gak bisa konsen di kelas, kacaaaau pikiran gue. apa yg gue catat beda sm yg dijelasin bu tuti saking paniknya. gue bahkan dimarain ya pas bu tuti masuk gara2 baju udah gak karuan. trs pas pelajaran pak hari gue jg gak denger sama sekali dia ngomong apa saking bingungnya gmn nasib pr gue

semua orang kyk pd nanyain jg seharian, nin lo kok bisa gak bawa tas sih? haha i couldn't answer very well. trs si boya nan cantik jg blg : cari sensasi ya lo nin sengaja gak bawa tas pas sweet 17. kalopun gue mau nyari sensasi gak dengan cara gak bawa tas ya krn gue sendiri jg yg repot --" dasar kau boy huaahahaha

beneran deh ini sweet17 yg paling heboh dan unforgetable, thankyou banget ya semua yg udah nyelamatin dr berbagai via hehe dan kpd mereka yg sudah membantu meminjamkan buku, alat tulis, tas dll buat gue haha love you guys :D

schoolife

2010-01-14T22:52:00.004+07:00

dang i've to stop cussing in my own blog.

anyway sekolah lagi asik akhir - akhir ini :)
everything goes crazy, gossiping [and gipsuming (?)]

walopun banyak pe-er i dont care huahahahhaha untung dpt tempat duduk di belakang

nyanyi seharian di kuping ajeng 'you such a BAD BAD BAD girl' sampe dia enek ketemu gue :P
ngatain emily hiahaha our ♥ly belly dancer
merencanakan sesuatu sama shasti monik ibel olive ajeng kornel -lupakan servina bwakaka

check out the latest photo of our lovely friend, DAYINTA! (check her blog, she's a true artist, link available)

itu tgn gue loh yg lg warnain tompelnya (pentingyelonin)

am going to be 17 next week, wondering, should i be happy or sad?

ps : jangan lupa dtg ke PERANGKO ya tgl 23 :D

xoxo, N

Last Post in 09, Welcomin' 10

2009-12-30T22:31:00.005+07:00

thanks for 2009;
for the joy, bliss, laughter, madness, tears etc

see you in 2010; take care & good luck :)

sincerely yours, N

quote of the day :
apa yg kamu punya itu gak selalu buruk dan apa yg kamu gak punya itu selalu baik

PL[V]LIST

2009-12-23T16:21:00.003+07:00

Thank you Channel [V] for playing my PLAYLIST :)
too bad i didn't watch it, even the replays -too busy

Consciousness

2009-11-12T22:31:00.003+07:00

if you're grown up & mature enough, you'll realize there's more precious thing to do instead of doing selca, sleeping or hanging out. you somehow know responsibility dangles -which i've been feeling lately

and the other time when you had enough, you'll long those things you were doing in youth, wish yourself could turn back those flying time -which i really wanna do rite now

jakarta

2009-10-26T21:02:00.003+07:00

tinggal di jakarta bener2 kerja keras
pergi pagi pulang malem gak sempet makan kurang tidur
macet panas polusi berisik
ngantri busway lebih lama dr ngantri sembako
copet maling rampok semua lengkap

tapi mau gak mau hrs enjoy

pengeeeen bgt pergi ke pantai terpencil trs sendirian disana
ato mungkin sm gebetan gt -berasa punya ya lo nin hmm -.-

kapan ya?

:(

2009-10-17T22:11:00.003+07:00

i cried very hard today
i threw everything anywhere
never been so angry yet blue ever
hardly breathe rite now
but too bad, there's no one to hug or share...

where?

2009-09-25T01:04:00.004+07:00

if i just could stay home longer
monday please never ever come, please...

anyway i found these

that was middle school, 2nd grade, easter party. we tried to be pinky but citra broke it haha love you girls,

racheeeel i'm just in love with your dumbstruck face! O,o like that :D
that was 1st grade when we're forced to study(?) when holidays, remember?

how much i love those moments around, why i can't turn it back?
i love those skirts and badges, but i mostly love people who wore them back then

WHERE ARE YOU NOW, GIRLS?

Trrgghh

2009-09-15T22:21:00.004+07:00

my mood ruined, shit
give me a full-no-school-days, me loathe lotss

click HERE to watch new release of Super Junior M - Supergirl
they're the hawtiess, me love the Canadian boy Henry :D
i like the dance moves and that kinda techno beat
can't wait suju m's 2nd album to come out soon

Dengarkan curhatku ~

2009-09-13T20:15:00.002+07:00

hmm

gue cm pgn curhat (?) kali ya, gtau kenapa gue ngerasa males banget sekolah akhir2 ini, udah mid rasanya lama bgt, mid geo gue gak lolos, gitu2 deh. gue jd nyesel banget masuk ips. rasanya banyak banget tekanan dari semua orang sama diri gue sendiri. gue masih pengeeeeeeeen bgt pindah sekolah tp ya gak mungkin dong ya graawr bisa dibakar hidup2 sm nyokap kalo gue ngmg gini ke dia

gue mulai ngerasa gak sreg sama ips 2, padahal dulu gue seneng bgt bisa jd bagian dr ips 2 yg setau gue anaknya seru2 bangeeeet. ya emang seru bgt sampe skr jg heboh banget kok, cm gue ngerasa gak nyaman, makin lama gue ngerasa ditinggalin sm tmn2 gue dan gue ngerasa ansos di kls (melankolis Z) ehgila JUJUR BANGET ya gue astaga cm emg itu yg gue rasain

gue bingung pgn cerita ini sm siapa, jd ya gue tulis ajalah biar lo yg baca bisa tau isi hati gue (bahasa gue ck) gue sering mikir apa perasaan gue doang yg terlalu sensi cm gue jg gak bs bilang gt karena toh ada buktinya. mungkin gue emang gak seseru mereka, gue gak seheboh mereka, gue gak seasik mereka, mungkin ada selera gue yg beda sm kalian cm kenapa sih emgnya? ato gue punya salah sama kalian? then i beg you my pardon

sebenernya masih byk bgt yg pgn gue tulis cm gue parno jg soalnya udah dibilangin 'etika berinternet lalalala' jd ya cukup disini ajalah.

gue minta maaf ya GIPSUM kalo gue nulis beginian, mungkin gue perlu waktu adaptasi yg lebih lama, i'm trying my best -

N

fVck

2009-09-10T19:46:00.008+07:00

well I think
you're just evil
you're just some racist
who can't tie my laces
you're point of view is medevil
fuck you,
fuck you very very much ~
cos your words don't translate
and it's getting quite late
so please don't stay in touch

lily allen - xxxx you

bytheway today is Edward's burstday so let me say
happy birthday to Edward Andriano!

anywy i dont refer this song to you, i just ♥ it

MJ rocks Google

2009-08-29T12:55:00.002+07:00

Lucu abis

2009-08-16T19:34:00.005+07:00

What?

2009-08-11T23:18:00.004+07:00

my hello kitty wedding dream

2009-08-09T11:29:00.007+07:00

so, who wants to marry me?
you've to be kitti-ish enough -

Akhirnya

2009-08-04T15:30:00.003+07:00

akhirnya...
bisa juga nyampe rumah jam 3
setelah 3 minggu 12 jam diluar rumah
sekarang bisa santai sebentar, capek
mau tidur tp rasanya sayang, byk kegiatan lain yg bisa dilakuin
kalo gak tidur ngantuknya setengah mati zz -_-
1 bulan ini tidur cm 5 jam sehari

kaki sakit, pegelnya ampun deh
naik tangga aja rasanya susah, nyeri banget
ngantri busway bikin emosi, lamaaaaa
bikin botol minumnya riska jatoh ke jalan HAHA kocak
nina gak dapet pegangan hihi maaf ya nin tp lucu banget :P
diturunin kayak anak panti asuhan di sugi berdua riska
akhirnya naik taksi pulang bertiga (?) bingung kan lo yehahah
sampe rumah jam 7, nafaspun udah gak kuat

3 minggu ini rasanya susah banget cari waktu kosong
pengen banget sehari aja punya waktu buat diri sendiri
belajar, belajar, belajar, nemenin temen ngapel di sekolah orang
dan gue yg jadi nyamuk plok plok (yeha joking deh ya)
pengen banget dengerin lagu, nonton tv, main badminton
tiap mau ngelakuin itu, badan udah somplak, maunya ke kasur aja
whoaaa akhirnya sekarang bisa istirahat dulu
sebelom ntar buat pr lagi NOOO!

enak banget jd anak ips :)
gak bisa dibilang santai, tp gak sehebring anak ipa *mampus lo nyahaha -devil
pengen les, apa kek gitu yg enak
pengen nyari pacar! haha gak juga sih, gini udah pw banget
just go with the flow aja
anyway...
MBAH SURIP MENINGGAL
who cares, i dont -

bentar lg jam 4, ada show yg pgn gue tonton
hr kamis gak bisa ikut jalan, gak seru
seenggaknya bisa tiduran di rmh
asyik :)

insomadnia

2009-07-13T04:49:00.005+07:00

it's 4.51 am, my mom just left her room but me? haven't fallen asleep yet

i caaaaannnn'tttttt sleeeeppppp aaaaarrrgggghhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!

L?

2009-07-07T15:47:00.003+07:00

if something has to be gone, it would definitely not you,
because wherever you go, your face will be drawn clearly
but if you have to, it's something i shouldn't afraid of
because even your most wrinkled smile will never ever cease
i don't care whether you keep making me crying or laughing
i'm gonna stay beside you from now on, or maybe from the past?
i will not going anyplace, i will keep you inside my wings
no matter how long we separate it wouldn't be too much for me

there's no reason behind this,
it's only a way i choose, to protect & care for you -

besides, you're my need- but not my love

Going

2009-07-01T03:33:00.003+07:00

hello pals i bet you're sleeping right now. it's 3.33 am based on my laptop's clock.
i can't sleep i don't know why so i watch EHB and i was tearing from laughing for about 3 hours haha it was too hilarious!
i'm gonna go to bali in the next 6 hours so bye jakarta, 5 days is long enough to catch homesick as well but lucky i've a friend waiting me there so it's going to be F-U-N i hope yeaaa :)

beaches, shops, foreigners, cafes and pools - what can be even greater?
pleaseeeee let me enjoy this only one trip i beeeggg You GOD :)

Last Night On Earth

2009-06-24T23:51:00.003+07:00

I text a postcard sent to you
did it go through?
sending all my love to you
you are the moonlight of my life every night
giving all my love to you
my beating heart belongs to you
i walked for miles til i found you
i'm here to honor you
if i lose everything in the fire
i'm sending all my love to you
with every breath that i am worth
here on earth
i'm sending all my love to you
so if you dare to second guess
you can rest assured
that all my love's for you
my beating heart belongs to you
i walked for miles til i found you
i'm here to honor you
if i lose everything in the fire
i'm sending all my love to you
my beating heart belongs to you
i walked for miles til i found you
i'm here to honor you
if i lose everything in the fire
did i ever make it through?

another masterpiece by Green Day. they even use the word 'love', a very rare thing to find on their previous records. hope they make the video soon. i super love this ballad song -

green day's in my hand

2009-06-21T16:17:00.002+07:00

i got green day's CD finally yeaaaaaaaaaaaa :D
lagunya bagus loh, yg 21st century breakdown baguusss bangeeeeet, beda sm mp3nya. gak rugi deh ayo kawan pada beli juga ya hihi

trs td gue muter2 nyariin posterbook suju gak ketemu, keteeek sebel banget deh gue. ada yg tau gak belinya dmn? please tell me yaah i've been searching for ages nih malesin banget kalo gak ketemu. tell me yaaa thanks :)

100%

2009-06-19T16:46:00.004+07:00

SMA SANTA URSULA 08/09 100% NAIK :D
i don't want x6 to separate aaaaaaaaaaaaaa :(
i'm gonna miss you all, thanks for the great great awesome year, love ya

N, w/love

LALE :D

2009-06-14T11:46:00.004+07:00

pasti udah pada liat kan video clip maliq yg pilihanku?
ada 1 scene pas lale lg main gitar di teras ato apa gt, LOVABLE!
aaaa lale lucu banget :)

NM vs HP

2009-06-09T00:04:00.009+07:00

everybody is so in love with bbf right now, gue malah udah bosen so let's find new topics!
apa dong ya? manohara? buset dah di semua channel ada dia. prita? biar pengadilan ajalah sana yg ngurusin idc anyway,

have you seen new moon & harry potter trailer?

new moon gambarnya bagus tapi gtau deh ceritanya gmn abis isinya jacob semua gitu. dan katanya edward cm muncul di 2 ato 3 scene yaelah gak asik deh. trs di trailernya kan si jacob jd werewolf kok malah kyk anjing ya tp lucu sih wehehehe i wonder how can robpat doesn't sound like british
release date 20 november 2009

harry potter 6 gambarnya gelap ya emang dari dulu sih ya tp harpot bagus semua kok. gue gak baca harpot jd gtau ceritanya, ada yg mau ceritain? watch the trailer, draco malfoy is kinda cute, don't you think? :P
HP7, filmnya dibagi jd 2 part cm blm tau deh release datenya jauh ato nggak, hopefully not ya bisa penasaran banget deh kalo bedanya setaun gt --"
release date 17 july 2009

ohiya ada yg punya bajakan or whatever HP5 gak? gue dulu nonton di bioskop tp udah lupa sama sekali ceritanya kyk apa zz
who's better? new moon or harry potter? comment to answer!
can't wait to watch :)

work hard, play even harder!

2009-06-05T22:13:00.006+07:00

ahahay hari ini kerja terakhir loh di BRI! sedih sih cm asik banget! gak nyesel deh walopun hr pertama cm duduk diem cengok gtau mau ngapain soalnya orang BRI gtau kalo kita bakal kerja disana ckck jd hr pertama ya cm tidur gak jelas kyk post yg dibawah.

hari kedua jg rada gak enak gt. nah hr kedua kan udah mulai dpt kerja, gue di bagian kliring, yani di salary, stella jauh sendiri di rutang. pembimbing (!) gue namanya kak igun, gue udah serem sendiri pertama liat dia abis serius bgt orgnya yampun sampe akhirnya gue diem aja wehhehhehe tp setelah diselidikin kak igun orgnya ya -.- juga deh wets i mean asik loh hahah

hari ketiga ya sama aja kyk hr kedua, blm byk perubahanlah. tp senggaknya udah lbh asik, udah pd gak malu - malu lg, jd udah ketauan ancurnya kyk apa. ya msh pada diem juga sih. pas udah mau pulang tuh jd pada ribut ketawa ancur-ancuran. dan hari ini gue udah ngerasa seru di BRI.

hr keempat nih wah udah gak usah ditanya deh udah pd kenal udah pd ketauan deh dalemnya, jd kebanyakan ngakak drpd kerja haha f-u-n! i wish i can get a job right now but not like this. enak sih kerja kantoran cm rasanya capek bgt pergi pagi pulang malem. gue mau yg kerjanya santai gajinya gede (ngarep). hari ini kan rencananya mau foto gmn lg kerja gt taunya ternyata pada narsis semua ya hmm pada sadar kamera jepret jepret yasudah malah jd photobooth wehheheh ohya hr ini gue ketemu sm MR.OBAMA yg gak lain gak bukan adalah kak ale huahahahha kalo stella manggil dia korek api (Y)

hari kelima. waaah hari terakhir nih sebenernya gue seneng udah mau selese abis cpk bangun pagi mulu tp sedih jg sih giliran udah betah malah have to say byebye. hr ini kerjanya lumayan banyak. hr ini kocak bgt deh ada pak siapa gt tereak pake toa "ANDA SUDAH DIKEPUNG!" sok polisi gt trs kantor syariah langsung nengok panik nyahhahhaa astagaaa lucu banget pokoknya! pas kita kerja di bagian syariah taspen, ada bapak2 gt protes marah2 gak mau finger print buat ngambil duit dasar lu babi gendut, gue kempesin baru tau. sebel banget gue dia gak tau diri gt, finger print buat keamanan duit sendiri malah gak mau.

trs td yani pulang duluan soalnya dia ada les. gue sm stella msh nunggu bubar kantor buat foto gt. nah abis bubar ya langsung deh berebutan mau difoto, ada yg dandan dululah, ngaca dulu ckck mesos hahaha.

nah sebenernya kita pd mau nonton kakak-kakak pd main bola cm stella mesti ke dokter lagian lawannya dr kantor lain males deh so we went home deh hihi

ada 1 hal yg bikin gue sebel banget pas pdk ini. i'm not gonna tell anyone perhaps, but that thing really was bothering me. whatever it was at least i enjoyed the workdays :D

semua yang di BRI kita ngucapin banyak terima kasih ya udah dikasih kesempatan kerja disana, walopun awalnya kita ngerasa bosen banget cm ternyata asik! maaf udah banyak ngerepotin sama gangguin yg lg pd kerja serius. we're gonna miss you all!

1 : si stella masukin bola tenis ke gelas kak igun gak bisa dikeluarin hahahah
2 : do you know how much it was? 5 billion rupiahs
3 : ini nih pak "KALIAN SUDAH DIKEPUNG"
4 : we loveeee BRI :)

foto yg lengkap ntar gue upload di fb yaa

work

2009-06-03T19:25:00.005+07:00

working is actually really fun! but if you had nothing to do, this how you settle it :

hehe pas break, makan, kenyang, dingin, bosen, tidur deh.

i enjoy working at BRI but gue gak mau kerja di bank, kyk gak punya kehidupan gt. dateng pagi pulang malem banget. still 2 days left, then free!

sorry i took the pictures in candid wehhehhe :D

congrats audy aistiwa yg sudah punya pacar cieee bwakkakaka PJ jangan lupa ya ditunggu loh hahahhaha i'm so happy when i heard this :D

top 5 and the quote

2009-05-09T21:20:00.007+07:00

my top 5 playlist :
1. green day - 21st century breakdown
2. kim bum - i'm going to meet her
3. david cook - music of the night
4. jason mraz - geek in the pink
5. the script - the man who can't be moved.

yg no 3 -5 emg udah lama beneer lagunya tp gue msh suka, what's yours?
hey taun ajaran baru beneran gak sih sabtu libur? hope so :) gapapa kok pulang sore asalkan jumat bisa bebas hihi

hey i got this super sweet quotation :

are there things that don't change even after time has passed?
how many springs have come to our school full of memories?
And our special classroom — its here that we began our friendships and loves
even when time passed by, i don't want us to change

song woo bin - f4 five years later

i think I REALLY AM ADDICTED hehe

p.s : i broke a PENGKI just now -.-

Rihanna - Rehab

2009-05-04T21:51:00.003+07:00

i thought this song was perfect;

Baby, baby
When we first met
I never felt something so strong
You were like my lover and my best friend
All wrapped in one with a ribbon on it
And all of a sudden you went and left
I didn't know how to follow
It's like a shock that spun me around
And now my heart's dead
I feel so empty and hollow

And I'll never give myself to another the way
I gave it to you
You don't even recognize the ways you hurt me, do you?
It's gonna take a miracle to bring me back
And you're the one to blame

And now I feel like....oh!
You're the reason why I'm thinking
I don't wanna smoke on these cigarettes no more
I guess that's what I get for wishful thinking
Should've never let you enter my door

Next time you wanna go on and leave
I should just let you go on and do it
Cause now I'm using like I bleed
It's like I checked into rehab

And baby, you're my disease
It's like I checked into rehab
And baby, you're my disease
I gotta check into rehab
Cause baby you're my disease
I gotta check into rehab
Cause baby you're my disease

Damn, ain't it crazy when you're love swept
You'd do anything for the one you love
Cause anytime that you needed me I'd be there
It's like you were my favorite drug
The only problem is that you was using me
In a different way than I was using you
But now that I know it's not meant to beI gotta go,
I gotta wean myself off of you

And I'll never give myself to another the way
I gave it to you
You don't even recognize the ways you hurt me, do you?
It's gonna take a miracle to bring me back
And you're the one to blame

OFFICIAL VID CLIP

2009-05-03T16:12:00.002+07:00

official video clip of Know Your Enemy, first hit single of Green Day is now available at all tv channel, i've seen it at channel V! I LOVE GREEN DAY yeah

someday

2009-04-18T00:01:00.004+07:00

someday when you're grown up, you'll find out you don't want those candies anymore, instead you'll give them to your kids
someday when you're grown up, you won't ask your dad to buy you things you want, you'll know how hard to get cash
someday when you're grown up, you'll find out why your mom forbade you to come home late night and you'll do the same thing to your child
someday when you're mature enough, you'll cry to sleep remembering when you were mad at your parents when they asked you to study
someday when you try to flash back, you'll laugh your stupidity, thought your mom was crazy lecturing you over and over
someday when you turn old, you'll do the same way like your parents did and you'll say to your kids - 'i've been young too'
whenever you are old, you'll know why your dad spent so much cash to buy you things, you'll find your kids are more precious than everything
the day that you're grown up, you'll feel exhausted taking care of your fams, but nothing will defeat the bliss of having a family

when you were small, you thought your dad was stupid by didn't let you eat too much candy
when you were in school, you thought your dad was cruel by asked you a thousand times to study
when you were a teen, you thought your dad was asinine by didn't give you a permission to play until midnight
but someday when you have your own kids, you'll say -'now i know, my dad is the best dad in the world ever'

and someday, you'll understand why i write this post -

I LOVE YOU MOM AND DAD ♥

created by Nindaey :)

it's not love

2009-03-21T21:56:00.007+07:00

it's not love, it's just my need to keep in touch with you,
but i know it's me you keep and keep looking for :P
pede ah lo nin wekeke whatever wtf

gue udah dpt lagu baru greenday! thanksalot to nael :)

random

2009-03-02T22:22:00.004+07:00

1. i think i have no passion for tomorrow :*
2. i'd better stay at home, take a nap or whatever. okay today a bad news arrived;
"terhitung tanggal 10 maret 2008, SD Tarakanita 5 akan memberlakukan masuk sekolah pukul 06.30" which means :
- my mom will exaggerate too much say my bro gonna late
- he'll back home sooner which i envy
- and of course, that's same for him because the distance from here to his school it's only a straight one km away. what the???
in this moment, i wish i were in es again
3. curaaang ah udah sekolah deket gt, pulang lbh cpt, berangkat tetep sama. how can i possibly not jealous? ayo tukeran sekolah gue yg sd aja ya, pasti nilai gue bagus - bagus deh.
4. weyy besok ada remed bio loh dan gue blm belajar. is that important gaining just 0.3 points? well i guess not -
5. hey besok didi ultah loh mau dikasih apa hayoo? bingung nih ntar deh pikirnya bareng - bareng aja.
6. ohya i'll outta town hr sabtu sm minggu huaaa padahal sabtu pd mau jalan sedih deh gak ikut :((
7. gue kesel nih ada satu orang tiap gue sapa di msn gak pernah bales. perhaps i've no rights to judge but please don't be harsh to me
8. yg punya indonesian breaking dawn, would you lend it? i've the ebook in my phone but it's hard to read it, suka ilang gt di hp gue abis adobe readernya bo-doh

currently

2009-02-12T16:21:00.004+07:00

currently reading new moon, kinda late though. the story was great but i'd rather watching the movie. and i've seen the trailer too. trust me, no doubt it'll make you anxious for -i MEAN it
need to change my playlist, it's kicking out. hey i told you chris brown is biatch, he hit rihanna, what a stupid moron
i'm going to write nothing, so bye..

SUPER SWEET SIXTEEN :D

2009-01-20T17:54:00.004+07:00

asik asik udah 16 wehehehhehe udah tua dong --"
oh ya mau ngucapin thaaaaaaanks banget ya yg udah ngucapin happy birthday :

fams, david, audy, febri, kinanti, gaby, lexa, wita, alonk, ajeng, inez belinda, servina, diandra, shasti, rachel, tasia, cynthia, kezia, dea, maya, riska, maura, monika, andes, nindi, stefi, ezra, emily, grace, cindy, marlon, steffi, aninda krisnamurti, felix, edward, trisi, nandez, juno, tita, martha, mas anto, aileen, novita, onya, anne, kak greace, kak vita, kak jupi, kak ajeng, kak tere, bella, aas, kak gita, ibel, vivi, andreas christanto, sandra, kak indra, magda, richard, liestya, atje, belinda, wisnu, bowi, adi

dan semuanyaaa yg gak bisa disebutin satu-satu terutama X.6 (makasih yaaaaa pagi-pagi udah nyanyi happy birthday, love yaaaa :D), anak MD, sama kinanti-riska-trisi-atje-anne yg tiba-tiba muncul depan rumah gue sambil bawa kue (THAAAAANKS SURPRISENYA muaaaaaaaaaah!) sama yg udah nulis nama di papan putih

I'M SO HAPPY AND THANKFUL FOR THOSE THINGS YOU ALL HAVE DONE

I MISS IT

2009-01-14T21:50:00.002+07:00

i miss all pensi's times. dari mulai latian sampe hari sabtu kmrn. i yearn the days i spent with such boredom, weird but yes i truly want those moments back once again. esp the day when we all performed as what you can say 'PEREMPUAN UNGGULAN?' hehehe.

i long the times when i & emili didn't have to mock girls that we hate because they didn't show up, jadi kita gak perlu nambah dosa, gak kayak sekarang

i want the day when we could watch our juniors acted ridiculous or when i heard 'LOW' a million times bleeeeh sampe bosen. i think about the day when ezra got angry because she disliked the moves kak vita taught us nyahhahaha begoo lu jaaa :D

i miss the BFF time -best freak friend- wakkakakakaka ;D when me, mili & kak ayeng ngatain si anita to the max huahahahaaahha. and frankly, i miss every single day when people commended our dancing skill (?) huaa i miss latian di aula sd huhuhu

i miss PENSI!! we thought it wouldn't be crowded but whoaaa the visitors were huge! even uskup dateeeng wow bangga gak sih lo acaranya ditonton uskup. gue kangen waktu tiba - tiba gue sakit perut pas mau can - can gara - gara makan cabe zzzz hahaha untung gapapa tuh.

yg gak gue kangenin adalah when the hair dresser worked on my hair aaaarggggh it hurt a lot wooy!! kejam banget tuh nyisirnya huhu

but overall imisspensisomuccchhh, i wish we all can repeat it once moreee

Pensi 150 Tahun Santa Ursula Jakarta

2009-01-12T21:51:00.004+07:00

it's a WOW day!

huge thaaanksss to CAN-CANNERS & MODERN DANCERS :D

can -can : yuri, boya, novita, emily, nindaey, kak ajeng, kiki, cindy (photo) + kak jupii, kak shirley, kak tania, kak nicola (gada di foto)

modern dance : kak jupi, kak tere, dea, ejaa, kak dira, kak ag, kak shirley, kak angie, nindaey, kak ajeng, cla, krysta, kak gita, kak tania, anita, emily, kak marleen, kak nicola, novita, boya, kak michelle, kak geni, kak vivi

hello guys pensinya ternyata sukses! yg dateng banyak, rame banget! padahal awalnya kita udah pesimis aja but when it began, everything changed! whoaaa asik banget, Uskup Kardinal Julius dateng loh. and semua well-prepared banget, abis performance kita selalu dapet standing applause & it's something we should proud to.

acara dimulai dari TPSU yg meragain sejarah sekolah santa ursula whoaaa keren banget loh apalagi pas kak puput nyanyi. trs ada anak SD, TK sm SMP. as always yg paling dapet banyak applause itu Putri Santa Ursula Marching Brass. banyak yg bilang field commandernya jago abis.

we did a very good job that night, after practicing like crazy, capek nungguin giliran latian sampe gak dpt tempat latian, kena ulet bulu dan segala macem. kita puaaas banget sama hasilnya!

psssssss : gue naik 4 kilo wakakakaakkkaaa liburan sesat nih

Sabtu minggu

2008-12-28T22:20:00.010+07:00

sabtu kmrn kan gue mau nonton gpmb, harusnya jam 9 udah sampe di istora tuh tapi ternyata malah gue baru bangun --" sebenernya udah gak mau dtg tp mama maksa akhirnya pas sampe sana psumb udah selesai -________-"
katanya psumb bagus loh huhu sedih gak nonton tp ada fotonya kok hehe untung saja

disana gue ketemu dea, ajeng, ibel, shasti, renetta, andes dan banyak sekaliiiii. trs kita foto - foto deh. tapi pada pulang pas tengah acara abis lama banget sih aaw. sebenernya gue pgn nonton mb UI tapi katanya UI urutan terakhir zz malas nunggu jadi gue cabut ke sency

di sency gue nonton twilight. hmm ceritanya gak bagus ah tapi edward cullen keren sekaliiii :D sayang disitu make upnya kayak banci gara - gara bibirnya itu loh merah banget hiiiih tapi dia sexy yaw ahahaha besok rencananya gue mau nonton lg sm tante gue weheee bingung deh kok cerita vampire gada gigi taring gitu ya (kayak drakula aja zzzzz)

nah trs malemnya bossseeeeen di rmh akhirnya gue sm kinanti pergi ke artha gading nonton madagascar : escape 2 africa. wahaha lucu banget looooh penguinnya itu loh hihi apalagi yg pas di pesawat yg penguinnya ngasih prosedur penerbangan buahaha gue gak berenti ketawa deh lucuuuuu :)

abis nonton gue sm kinanti muter - muter nyariin bando tapi gak ketemu. trs td gue ke puri astaga yg namanya bando itu menyebar banyak banget yaa coba lo ikut tadi kin hehe ada 1 hal menyebalkan hari ini di antm, marjorie keluar aaa padahal gue suka banget gayanya dia. semoga aja samantha gak menang ya hih dia apaan sih banyak gaya padahal jeleeek

ohya selamat buat PSUMB yaa udah dapet juara 1 hihi ternyata latihan kalian yg "luar biasa" itu gak sia - sia ya... congrats :)

MERRY CHRISTMAS!

2008-12-25T01:00:00.004+07:00

Faith makes all things possible

Hope makes all things work

Love makes all things beautiful

May you have all the three for this Christmas

MERRY CHRISTMAS!

圣诞快乐

メリクリスマス！

frohe Weihnachten

joyeux Noël

buon Natale

feliz Natal

feliz Navidad

C Pождеством Xристовом

Selamat Natal

Wanted

2008-12-22T17:53:00.004+07:00

what i really want right now :
1. gue mau kaki gue sembuh. paha kanan gue is my weakest point for now gara - gara 'insiden' pas lat MD udah 2 minggu kaki gue sakit. gue gak bisa melakukan gerakan 'aneh' bahkan kick 90 derajat aja rasanya maknyus huhu :(

2. i want beautiful christmas, new year & birthday! ayo dong udah gak sabar pgn bulan dpn hihi taun ini gue mesti optimis soalnya awal taun 2007 sm 2008 were very painful. taun ini gak boleh gitu lg apalagi kayaknya sih ya bulan dpn pelajaran byk kepotong gara - gara pensi hore hore amin :D

3. i wanna give my dad 6500 classic soalnya bokap gue udah pengeeeen banget tuh hp tp bokap gue gak pgn beli gara - gara msh syg sm hpnya cmn ya kalo liat 6500c mupeng banget gt bzz bingung deh. i'll save some money biar bisa beliin doain yaaa hihi

4. i wannna spend my new year's eve with my friends! gue udah nolak semua ajakan keluar kota soalnya emang males sih. cm masalahnya semua pada ada acara keluarga, sibuk banget huhu masa new year's eve gue diem doang di rmh bosen abiiiiisss

5. gue mau gubernur hapus aturan msk sekolah jam 06.30! gila banget ih msk jam 7 aja gue nyampe sekolah semenit sblm bel gmn setengah tujuh lanjut tdr aja deh zzzzzzzzzzzz

6. gue mau ketemu matsumoto jun sm oguri shun weheee abis mereka keren sih hmm walopun kayaknya gak mungkin ngarep gapapa dong :P

7. last but not least : i wanna congrulate K & F krn udah mendapatkan ***** wahaha blm tau sih lengkapnya but i'll figure it out tomorrow! get ready for the PJs you guys!

buat sekarang sih pgnnya itu aja. ohya gimana rapot kalian? mine was not bad tp gue udah gak dpt ipa nih hehe whatever siapa juga yg mau msk ipa ih bisa gila gue. ohya tgl 27 sm 28 desember nonton GPMB ya dukung sanur ketik MB (spasi) PSUMB kirim ke 9600!

oh ya bye 'you' yg mau pergi, have a nice trip and ntar back safely juga yaa :)

Award

2008-12-09T18:27:00.002+07:00

i got this award from Diandra

Rules :
1. Each blogger must post this rules .
2. You need to choose ten people to be awarded and list their names .
3. Don't forget to leave them comment telling them they've been tagged and to read your blog .

Tag : ayo siapa 10 orang yg berminat? bingung gue mau kasih siapa hehe

Facts

2008-11-19T21:05:00.003+07:00

I got this homework from Diandra, Tasia & Aileen

HOMEWORK'S RULES:
1. Each blogger must post these rules.
2. Each blogger starts with ten random facts/habits about themselves.
3. Blogger that are tagged need to write about their own blog about their ten things and post. these rules. you need to choose some people to get tagges and list their names.
4. Don't forget to leave them a comment telling them they've been tagged to read your blog.

start!
1.I'M FED UP WITH SCHOOL
i hate my every single morning and i always dream that a bomb will explode in that jail weheee :)

2.I MISS MY CHEERLEADER TEAM aaaaa
no need to explain

3.I'M IN BROKEN MODE
weeew i hateeee this feeling but i have to pretend that i'm happy he got a new love raaaawwwwrrr :'( i wish i could meet him and i've no idea what should i do slap or hug him bzzz

4.I HATE SEEING UGLY GIRLS
HAHAHAHA ridiculous! tp bnr deh gue nggak suka liat cewe yg mukanya jelek apalagi kalo dalemnya juga jelek grrrh i''m so sorry tp ini nggak buat kalian kok muaaah :p

5.NEXT HOLIDAY TARGET : HAIR EXTENSION!
bosen dari kecil sampe gede rambut pendek mulu wooo

6.I LOVE LONG NAILS
that's why my school's rule about nails desperates me so much

7.BANYAK YG BILANG GUE BULE/BLASTERAN
hmm ini ada benernya sih HHAHAHAA nggak ada kok, tp gen yg bagus telah memberikan gue wajah yg (menurut gue) totally not bad -- narsis aaw

8.I LOVE BEDTIME MORE THAN EVERYTHING :)
apalagi kalo mimpinya lg bagus, wow hahaha

9.I LOVE BEACHES VEEEERRRRYYY MUCH!
sikuai island, lombok, bora - bora & maladewa is my most wanted to visit beaches

10.I WANT MY 5200 BACK SOOOOON!
6 months without it, i'm getting insane

homeworks waiting, novita

Holiday In Action

2008-10-05T20:52:00.006+07:00

sabtu 27 september 2008
bad report, but i don't fvcking care, pulang sekolah ke automall -- mamam hokben *penting abis

minggu 28 september 2008
pertama gereja di tere yg misa bahasa inggris, ada yg mirip nick jonas gt ganteng deh haha trs ke heritage abis itu ke blok m plaza makan sm cuci mata

senin 29 september 2008
nonton laskar pelangi sama mama & axel (di arion -.-) wew, nice movie

selasa 30 september 2008
jalan sm audy ke gading, nonton space chimps, ada audynya hahaha candaaa. trs mau ke eleventh hour tp tutup akhirnya ke segafredo trs foto - foto ngga jelas, pulang jam 9

* ngga ada kerjaan, jadinya gini deh hehe tp bagus ko :) *

rabu 1 oktober 2008
ke bogor, makan dimana gt gue lupa trs ke botani square, nongkrong di jco bentar gara - gara axel minta makan trs zz dasar kecoa

* difoto axel pas gue lg terngantuk - ngantuk krn tol yg amat macet *

kamis 2 oktober 2008
ke bandung, maceeeeeet! ada tabrakan beruntun gt wak sayang ngga gue foto hehe. gara - gara macet kita mampir dulu ke bukit indah, makan. baru lanjut lg ke bandung. sampe hotel jam stgh 7. jam 7 jalan ke pvj sm alexa sampe stgh 10 -- xa kasian eyang lo nungguin segitu lama, tp hotspotnya TOP ya xa wahahaha --

* udah stres nyari hotspot, pas udah dpt ternyataaaaaaaaaa *

jumat 3 oktober 2008
mau pulang tapi muter ke distro dulu, mana pas mau nyari tol sempet nyasar lagi, apa coba udah ribuan kali ke bandung ngga pernah ngga nyasar, sampe rmh jam 7 mlm, parah.

* foto dulu di hotel sebelum pulang :p *

sabtu 4 oktober 2008
jam 4 jalan ke tebet sm kinan, mau ke distro tp rame akhirnya ke tis nongkrong sebentar di coffee bean. sebenernya lexa mau dtg cm gajadi. akhirnya karena spontanitas (apa coba --") kita ke pim. makan di burger king trs jalan sm marlon, david, eben, yosef, humala sampe mlm

* di pim pas mau pulang *

minggu 5 oktober 2008
streeeeeeees!! gara - gara besok msk sekolah. kurang nih liburnya huuuu pelit pelit peliiiiiit! ohya happy birthday kresna!

conversation with my parents (full version)
n : mnrt papa skr dia gmn?
p : dia sekarang udah gede ya, udah lama ngga liat
m : iya, tinggi banget, rambutnya gondrong lg
n : yg boleh gondrong cm yg pinter ma
m : dulu emang mama larang kamu jadian sm dia, tp setelah mama pikir lagi, kalo emang jodoh mama setuju aja ko. kamu hrsnya contoh dia tuh nin, udah berusaha keras, ngga pernah ngeluh banyak les. kalo nanti dia bisa dpt beasiswa mama bakal salut banget sama dia
n : (?? nyokap gue kenapa nih?)
m : dia apa kabarnya nin? msh sering ke tarpat?
n : ngga tuh, sok sibuk kan ANAK SELATAN, kalo ga jalan paling belajar, anak ipa sih
m : nah yg begitu dicontoh, daripada kamu keluyuran mulu
n : iiiiiiiiiiih
m : apalagi sekolahnya kan sekolah seminari, itu peraturannya ketat banget, lebih gila lagi itu dr sekolah kamu! kamu nih msh gini aja udah marah - marah mulu
n : ............................................... (belain aja trus)
p : (ngga nyambung) tp dia ngga kurus ko
m : (malah dijawab) ah itu mah kurus banget

perlu diketahui bahwa percakapan diatas adalah ASLI & TIDAK DIBUAT - BUAT.
dilaksanakan pada hari rabu, 1 oktober 2008 dlm perjalanan menuju bogor.

any comments about conversation above? hmm

can't wait!

2008-09-27T20:37:00.004+07:00

today, mid semester and well as usual, the report doesn't look good. but i should careless about that because i'm going to have a holidaaaaaay -- finally i know how much important and worthy is a holiday, i really have to take some naps and give a break for my brain, i think it's too tired and it's going to booooam burst if i dont get a longlasting rest.
wew i've been waiting this for a long time baby. and i've some plans to fill my holiday with fun and even more fun yeaay! i've done all my assignments and there's no such thing as do homeworks on my most wanted days. and i hope time will go slower next week so i can enjoy a look-a-like loooooong free days hehe

feel better soon mauraaa
we're waiting for your attendance in our class (:

THIS LOVELY MONDAY

2008-09-01T17:30:00.007+07:00

Hey today is HOLIDAY horraaaaaaaaaay! finally a day without school, thanks God hari ini pada main kermh loooooooh senangnya :) ada kinan, feber, ateje, anne, trisi pertamanya pada ke tarpat cm gue gaboleh akhirnya mereka yg ke rmh gue. pertamanya gue pikir mereka bisa bantuin gue ngerjain tugas yg tiada habisnya tp ternyataaa -.- malah kita menggila, we did some craaaaaazy stuffs ehehehe

ohya liat deh foto before and afternya kinan yg sukses telak bikin gue ngakak ga berhenti HAHAHAHAHAHAHA

she was so beautiful in the first pic (yellow line) just like balerina but the second one HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
oooooooohmyGod tanya deh sm mereka gmn gue ngakak pas liat foto kedua, ekstrim parah sampe guling - guling di lantai hehehehehe

nah trs kita buat foto horor dengan febri sebagai setannya secara yaaaaa emg paling mirip hahaha but after the make-up she looked like BENCONG!! hahaha with those white boots (which is mine -.-), the supercurly wig, white crazy skirt, vintage sunglasses, tiny bag, reggae bracelet and my JAS LABS look at her! huahahahaha nah kan kita mau buat foto seolah-olah kinan tuh ditakutin sm setan, udah pake effect sephia nih. yg terjadi malah jengjengjeng liat aja di pic 2

JAHAHAHAH malah febri yg kesannya ketakutan liat kinan! jd tuh kea setannya yg takut sm orang HAHAHAHA ga beres bnr deh aah ampun dah ckckck ohya kita juga buat video perannya adalah : gue as mama tiri yg kejam, kinan as my daughter, febri as babu yg brubah jd SUPERSTAR, anne&atje as figuran wehehehe -- so the story is kinan lagi nyiksa febri, nah tiba - tiba gue dateng dan tambah nyiksa febri (geng nero abis dah) trs karena udah gatahan si febri brubah jadi SUPERSTAR dgn dandanan setan diatas dah hehehe, febri bawa gitar sambil nyanyi bukan permainan . . . . apaan coba zeeeeeeeet bzzt TP KOCAK PARAH! silakan lihat di youtube, judulnya BUKAN SUPERSTAR (gtau ya udah diupload blm sm trisi)

abis itu kita main perosotan di taman ckckck kea berandalan abis deh.
but i loooooooooooooooooove this day! thanks ya my girls ilyasm gabakal ada yg bisa gantiin kalian deh bnrn. cuman gue takut, takut banget kalo ntar setaun lg misalnya kita udah punya sahabat dr sekolah masing - masing, kita ga kompak lg. jd jarang jalan bareng, jarang ketemuan malah jd ga pernah kontak. apalagi mereka yg sekolahnya gahol bet dah kan pasti anaknya jg lebih seru. dan gue takut gue yg bakal ngelakuin hal itu :( ohGod jgn sampai yaaa

I LOVE YOU SO MUCH MY SUPERGIRLS MUAAAAAAAAAAH :)

SATURDAY NIGHT FEVER?

2008-08-24T09:49:00.004+07:00

this weekend ohmy really a complicated day hihi paginya ditegur pak suryo gara-gara pake sandal pas kecantikan, untung bu prapti baik hehe trs pulangnya sama koko sepupu pergi ke mangdu square mau beli hp, ga blg bokap hihi kan naek motor tuh, gue naik motor bisa diblg setaun sekalilah makanya ga profesional jadinya kaki gue kena knalpot! huhu sakit banget mana gosong gitu jadinya :(

nah pas di mangdu square ke toko temennya koko, bingung mau beli hp apa, setelah sekitar satu setengah jam milih (lama banget kan -.-) akhirnya gue memutuskan untuk beli 3110c. aseeek, seneng bangeeeeeet hehe

nah pulangnya naek motor juga kan, eeh pas di jalan bannya bocor! aduuh mana panas banget. keanya sih ada yg sengaja ngasih paku gt di jalan soalnya ga jauh dr sana ada tambal ban motor gt. abis itu sampe rmh koko mampir sebentar.

nah malemnya kan gue hrs ngeliput acara 17an, gue udah janjian tuh dr seminggu yg lalu sm tmn gue, eh taunya dia tuh malah pergi dan ga ngasi kabar apa-apa ke gue! sebel ga sih! what kind of friend are you bitch?! at least dia blg kalo dia ga bisa jg im fine ko. keseeeeel

akhirnya ya gue pergi sm bokap, gue baru jalan sekitar jam stgh10 maleman gt. asik loooh kakak karang taruna perumahan gue ada yg ganteeeeng banget hihi keren deh dia jd bassist gt (buat trisi : tenang bukan MASTENG ko!) namanya DIKA. nah trs gue wawancara ketua panitianya which is ........ you knowlah ** dan ketua RW sm foto-foto.

udah gt doang sih hehe gada passionnya yah secara nih lg ga niat nulis jg hehe oke byee aall

BEST AND MORE THAN BEST

2008-08-20T20:01:00.010+07:00

today, 2 exams ; eco and indo. aaand the next 3 days exams will never stop chasing me. oh dear i've been so sick this week. pusing, sakit kepala, batuk, pilek and the last is sore throat oh my gosh -__-

anyway i'm turning so mellow these days. all i wanna do is spend times with my friends, that's all. baru skr gue bnr-bnr sadar & ngerasain gue ga bisa apa-apa kalo gada tmn dan sahabat gue. mereka jauh lebih berarti dari siapapun skr ini. gue takut, takut baaanget kalo sampe kehilangan salah satu dr mereka. even more more afraid than breaking up.

gue ga ngerti gmn gue bs hidup kalo gada mereka. udah banyak banget kejadian bareng yg gue lewatin sm mereka semua, past 3 years have already made lots of memorable occassions yg top abis ditambah sekarang walopun kita semua udah kepencar. tp gue ttp ngerasa ga bakal ada yg bisa gantiin mereka, there's no such thing.

they were there when i was smiling or crying

even more they can accept me for the way i am ; ninda yang bandel, nyebelin, rese, ga suka diatur, cerewet dan lainnya

kadang gue suka mikir, gmn jadinya kalo ntar mereka nemu seseorang, i mean another friends, yg jauh lbh perfect dr gue. will they leave me? takut sih cm gue yakin ko mereka ga mungkin keagitu. i'm sure they won't disappoint me.

ohmy i'm crying while write this posting ') terharu aaaw hehehe pokoknya yaa gue pasti nerima mereka semua apa adanya, gue bakal trs ada buat mereka mau lg seneng sedih ato apa just ask. separah-parahnya juga gue ga bakal nyuekin mereka - well they're too precious i think

by the way ini baru setengah gue mesti blajar buat bsk. i'll add next time yeaah

I LOVE YOU ALL ~

MORE THAN ANYTHING IN THIS WORLD :')

- hei all i'm so sorry i erased the names, i think it's unfair if i just write some names, not all -- thanks :)

MEMBAIK KAH? TIDAK!

2008-08-04T19:20:00.009+07:00

nyahahaha sadar ga sadar setelah gue msk SMA, walopun SMA gue terkenal dgn predikat bisa MENDIDIK ANAKNYA JD BERPERILAKU BAIK DAN SUKSES, ternyata ga mempan di gue. gue malah tambah ancur sejak msk SMA, ya pulang malemlah, shisha atoo bahkan lebih parah. wew hape gue udah disita nih sm guru, pdhl baru skolah 3 minggu hahaha skut ajaaa peduli setan.

trs hr slasa kmrn kan gue ke tarpat tuh, kebetulan bsknya libur. trs apa yg gue lakukan di tarpat? JENGJENGJENG rahasia dooong hehehe. trs ke 11th hour, ohmy kangeeeeeeen udah staun ga kesana, ga byk berubah tempat ngapel gue itu hahahaha. shisha sm surya, marcellos, ray dan paastinya KINAN dooong, soulmate hehehe tp kinan ngga ngapa2in, gue larang. kan dia anak alim ga boleh dirusakin. dan pas itu gue tukeran seragam sm kinan. lumayan kamuflase dikit.

abis itu gue pulang, nyampe rmh jam stgh 9 mlm kalo ga salah, mabook euy. naah bsknya labs kebakaran tuh! nyahahaha nasib sekolah kinan gmn tuh? daaaaaaaaaan karena kita EKSIS & SO UP TO DATE (kata kinan) langsunglah kita meluncur dgn busway ke TKP. di labs byk mobil pemadam gt cm gue sm kinan ga msk, gileee gue ogah diajak msk, maluuuu malu kucing meoong

pulang drsana ktmu steve, ceileee anak tere skr kurus beneeeeeer dia. abis itu kinan pulang. eh bsk paginya pas jam kosong, gue kan maenin hape tuh. ktauan guru yaah disita deh. untung hape gue 2, kalo cm 1 bs mati mendadak daah. tmn gue sekelas pd yg : nin, ko lo tenang2 aja sih hape disita? yampun lo tuh santainya kelewatan dsb dst gt deh. yah NINDA GITU LOOOH :D

dan bonyok gue sm skali ga marah, malah nyokap gue blg : SYUKURIN! ckckck top banget sih.
hem di saat gue udah mulai mau coba buat suka sm skolah ini, ternyata ada 1 guru yg buat gue jd ga mau coba, bahkan cenderung jd benci. cuih.. tp yaa emg keanya gue salah msk skolah, bnr-bnr ga cocok sm pribadi gue deeeh ohNO.

itu dulu aja yaa, males ngetik lg. byeee -____-

KENAKALAN REMAJA

2008-07-24T20:07:00.007+07:00

hape gue rusak lg huhuhu pdhl baru sehari diservis gara-gara kerendem air minum gue yg tumpah z ayo doong cpt besok ga sabar ni mau ke tarpat psst alexa bsk ultah lhoooooo kita mau beliin kue gitchuw deych nyahahaha alaynya keluar. dan gue yg bertanggung jawab beli kue krn gue plg paling cpt ohnoo gtau apa ya gue lg bokek hehehe tp apapun gue lakukan buat my best oyeaah nindaaaaaaaaaaa so sweet :D trs bsk smoga bs ktmu rizkong deh kenjen gua hem ngga jg sih hehehe btw knp ya di sanur nih rasanya waktu cpt banget? keanya baru nyampe skola udah plg lg wahaha bagus dong ya hehe.

anyway td kan gue plg naek busway eeh tanpa diduga tanpa disangka gue ketemu natan lhoooooo wiihh anak smak3 men keren tuh anak haha trs ya ngobrol-ngobrol gitu. wew di smak3 kalo olahraga di lapangan banteng trs dia pernah cabut olahraga trs balik ke skolah naek angkot wakakaka tuh anak yampun baru jg kls X udah bandel ajee. gitutuh lulusan tarki hahaha

ohyaaa gue kangeeeeeeeeen banget kenakalan gue di tarki ohmy gue tuh baru sadar kalo dibandingin sm anak-anak sanur gue tuh yg paling parah kali ya. bbrp diantaranya adalaaaaaaah (jengjengjeng) :

1. MENYONTEK
hem sebenernya ga nyontek tp lebih tepatnya KERJASAMA yampoooon dulu pas TO sampe tukeran kertas gt sama DEVIN MARLON WILONA. ckckck kerjasama dgn RAYMOND? waaah tak terhitung. GABY dan GRACE? apalagiiiiiii. dulu jg pernah pas kls 7 bikin contekan brp kali tuh pas ul fisika.
nah suatu hari kan si ANDRO bikin contekan, trs gue duduknya disebrang dia gt. pinjem-pinjeman kertasnya deh hahaha dan parahnya KERTASNYA JATOH! trs bu tatik tiba-tiba ngmg : AWAS KALIAN YG NYONTEK! wets gue udah deg-degan aja tuh. eeeh bu tatik trs jalan ke meja gue sm andro! tp bu tatik ga nyamperin gue, nyamperinnya andro. UNTUNGNYA BU TATIK GA SADAR KERTAS CONTEKANNYA JATOH, dia malah meriksa coret-coretan andro wakakaka nasib contekan yg di lantai? hem bu tatik ga sadar kan, makanya beliau cm nginjek kertasnya dan lewat tanpa tau bahwa kertas yg diinjek itu adalaaaaaaaaaah .................................

2. MAKAN MINUM DAN MENDENGARKAN LAGU SAAT PELAJARAN.
wah yg ini mah gausah ditanya yaa astajim tiap pelajaran pak yulius itu udah jd kewajiban. pake jaket, masukin kabel headset ke baju, tutupin rambut dan puff.. there it goes. trs sambil ngemil. tmn-tmn gue yg laen paling baca komik. yaah paling ada yg iseng kea si FEBRI yg suka triak : NIN LAGI LAGU APA YG LO DGRIN? aah tp ga ngaruh gue ttp lanjut, jd si guru cuapuapcicicuit di dpn yaah bagi gue pak yulius tuh lg nyanyi CINTA INI MEMBUNUHKU wahahahaha

3. BOLOS
hem ini cukup sering gue lakuin kalo lg mls skolah. yah boong dikitlah blgnya : aah mls cm sampe jam 9 di skola. naaah saking hobinya bolos, pas kls 9 kmrn gue ga ikut retret! paraaaaah untung nyokap gue baek dan boong ke bu tatik blgnya gue sakit wahahaha paraah ah. trs pas kls 8 gue ga ikut perpisahan pak hiero sm perpisahan kls 9. tp pas itu emg gue lg gaenak badan walopuuuuun ga parah hehehe trs ya cara lain yaitu cabut ke uks tp ga sering cm pas kls 7 aja ko

4. MINJEM BUKU KE KLS LAIN / NINGGALIN BUKU DI LOKER
aah ini mah biasa banget. cm gue sering sengaja ga bawa buku cetak dgn alasan BERAT trs minjem kls laen. ga nabrak jadwal? ooh ngga dong gue udah persiapin dr rmh, gue udah tau kls brp aja yg bakal gue pinjem. ckckck tp lumayanlah gue bs dtg ke skolah dgn tas super kecil. kalo tinggalin buku di loker akhir-akhir kls 9 udah jarang, abis kuncinya diambil guru. paling yg ga pernah gue bawa plg tuh buku agama, BP, PLKJ, penjaskes dll yg ga terlalu penting. baru gue bawa plg pas ulangan gt.

5. NGERJAIN PR PAGI-PAGI
ini keanya gausah dijelasin lbh lanjut yaaa tanya deh sm angkatan 28 tarpat apa pernah ngerjain pr di skola? paling jwbnnya : "pake nanya lg" ato "selalu" "yaiyalaaaaaa" ato apa lg deh

adooh msh byk lg deh ntar kalo inget gue lanjutin

LONGEST POSTING EVER, BASED ON MY TRUE LOVELIFE STORY :)

2008-07-06T14:04:00.002+07:00

daripada di rumah gue cengok karena pd pergi, mending gue nulis aja deh.
gue tau lo pasti udah pd bosen cm gue rasa inilah cerita paling menarik sepanjang sejarah hidup gue.

semua berawal dari Februari 2006, gue lupa tanggal berapa pokoknya abis Valentines day. hape gue tiba - tiba berbunyi : teng tong teng tong, pertanda ada sms masuk. ya gue bacalah
xx : halo ini ninda? boleh knln?
nn : ini siapa ya?
bukannya langsung dijawab orang itu dgn suksesnya ngasih gue teka teki. okelah, gue udah dibuat penasaran setengah mampus. yg gue tau dia tu cowo dan senior gue. akhirnya udah pasrah gue nelvon ditto, sahabat gue yg juga senior gue yg juga tmn misdinar gue yg juga tukang ngerjain gue.
nn : dit no 0856xxxxxxxx ini siapa? ngajak knln ne.
dt : bentar (hening......) gtau nin.
setelah berfikir keras gue pun memanfaatkan clue yg tersedia yaitu : 8.3 no 6
nn : katanya dia nih kls 8.3 no 6, tau ga siapa?
dt : bentar (hening......)

beruntungnya gue, si ditto tuh rada kurang kerjaan (hehe sori bos!) dia suka ngumpulin daftar absen 1 angkatannya. ahaa ada gunanya juga ternyata -buat gue
dt : oh itu AUDY nin
nn : audy?
dt : iya masa gtau lo?
nn : oh anak transport OSIS?
dt : iyee hahaha ngajak knln? wakaka
setelah sedikit bercakap-cakap kita memutuskan mengakhiri percakapan yang kalo dinget sih, ga bermutu ya. ya gue sms audy aja : lo audy ya? anak transport OSIS?
gue masih inget banget kata - kata itu haha penting banget sih lo nin. sepintas nama itu emang kea ce, cuman dia lelaki tulen ko (wets, gue blm pernah liat) sejak hari itu kita jadi deket, dia rajin sms & nelvon gue. hem tp kalo cowo pasti ada maunyalaahh. eh ga disangka gue jd ngerasa nyaman sama dia, walopun gue msh suka sama seniornya audy, sebut saja RAMA -secara namanya emang Rama.

lalu tanggal 13 Maret 2006, abis rapat tarpat cup 3 dan gue sakit gara - gara malemnya mandi jam 12 malem demi buat proker, ilham (homoannya audy) manggil gue : nin ditunggu audy di belakang!
maksudnya bukan WC, tp blkg kantin, tempat nongkrong dua homoan itu. dgn lemasnya gue dateng ke belakang dan berkata dengan nada sebal (gada maksud buat bernada keagitu)
nn : apaaaa ~ ?
au : gue cuma pgn nglurusin yg kemaren, lo mau ga jadi cewe gue?
nn : gue ga bisa skrg (maksud : gue ga bisa jadian skrg, gue kn baru pts 1 bulan sama mantan gue)
au : yauda gapapa, ditunggu deh (??)
sontak gue bertanya - tanya, ni orang ngerti ngga ya? keanya ngga zz tp yauda gue diem aja lalu gue pun pulang. nah pas sorenya audy nelvon gue dan blablabla (baca : merayu agar gue nerima dia wahahahaha) dia bilang kalo nolak gausah dijawab langsung, cuma gue ngotot tolak terima harus dijawab langsung kalo ngga ya ngga seru aja.
besoknya gue gamasuk sekola, jawabnya pending. lusanya pas gue mau jawab, dianya pergi nganter proposal, yaudaaaaaa.

tgl 16 maret 2006 (aw aw kangen men!) hem gue mutusin buat nerima dia. awalnya mau ngerjain eh rame banget gila dah, gajadi juga. pas gue nyamperin dia
au : gimana?
nn : (dgn begonya malah balik nanya) gimana ya?
au : (senyum kecut) terseraah (nadanya pasrah mampus)
(heniiiing..........)
nn : yauda aku terima
au : (senyum lebar sampe bibirnya mau copot) makasih ya :) :)
dan karena kita adalah pasangan baru yg ajaib, baru jadian langsung misah; gue sibuk sama kerjaan sie konsumsi, audy.... gatau kemana hehe
nah perjalanan cinta dimulai, blm apa - apa udah ada aja halangan. waktu mid semester, 2 angka bersinar yaitu 30 dan 33 muncul di permukaan rapot gue. anjrit langsung dah 6600 gue ditarik dari tangan dan leher gue digorok (ga gitu juga sih) gada komunikasi sama sekali buat beberapa hari aw aw sekarat men!

trs tarpat cup. pas closing ada yg ngajak knln namanya daniel edward andriano yg menjadi cikal bakal abang gue. selanjutnya prinsip gada lo garame gue anugrahkan buat ewaad. abis hape disita untungnya pembubaran panitia tarpat cup 3 ke dufan yesyes bisa barengan deh wakaka seneng amat ya. lalu hari - hari sesudahnya berjalan biasa sampai pas liburan audy ke rmh gue. cihuy! wahaha tenang gue ga ngapa - ngapain ko pas itu mah gue msh lugu hehe. nah beberapa hari kemudian rambut gue... DIKERITING! audy langsung menggebu - gebu pgn liat rambut baru gue ahaha nah selanjutnya kita biasa - biasa aja. sampai akhirnya audy jalan sama gebetannya dari vietnam, AURELIE. baguuuuuuus banget sementara gue diem di rumah dia, yah you knowlah (baca : memanfaatkan kesempatan dalam kesempitan hehehe) tp krn gue cuek secuek – cueknya yaudah gue expensive bean aja huahaha.

beranjak ke tanggal 6 juli 2006, gue minta putus! lupa knp. kenapa yaa? tp akhirnya ngga jadi juga gue jg ga rela ; too in love meeen haha bsknya gue ke singapore, pas sampe di changi langsung ngambek minta dibeliin sim card trs sms audy. isinya panjaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaang gue ga inget sama sekali bzzt. seminggu disana hampa rasanya (bahasa lo nin) kepikiran audy trs! papa gue sampe ngomong : audy pake santet apa heh? papa santet dia ntar! beeeeeeh usut punya usut babe gue cemburu berat krn anak perempuan satu – satunya yg paling cantik jelita, anggun, mempesona ini hatinya direbut oleh lelaki lain ckckck. pulang lalu 4 bulanan woy haha. lalu semua pun berjalan tanpa gunung dan jurang sampai 31 juli 2006 audy sms malem – malem ngasitau kalo dia lg nangis! lalu gue telvon oh gosh i heard him crying haha jujur seneng lho welehehe yaa biar makin deket gt, tau luar dalam. gue brusaha nghibur dia walopun jujur aja gue ga nangkep ya dia ngomong apaan abisnya pake nangis dan srooot segala yaa wajar doong

16 agustus 2006 : pertama kali liat dia ngband huahaha eh ngga deng kmrnnya udah liat. seneeeeeng x) b2an sepanjang hari oh Tuhan bahagianya diri ini :pp bsknya upacara 17an. baru pertama kali ni ikut upacara dgn semangat dan khidmat. knp? soalnya pulangnya bisa ngapel hehe eeeeh tak disangka bokap udah mencium gelagat gue yg dr bangun tdr udah senyum – senyum sendiri kea orgil gue pun dijemput cpt bzzt ngambeek! ditraktir pizza gajadi ngambek hehe

sabtu 19 agustus brantem gara – gara bokap tau gue mau ngapel (lagi) makanya dijemput cpt rawr gue ngambek sambil nangis – nangis seharian di kamar. selalasanya, brantem gara – gara ewad eh malah jadi pelukan di gereja huahahaha aduh malu ah kalo dipikir skr soo damn silly :p trs sabtunya brantem lg! yoloo jadian ko kea anjing kucing gini ya brantem mulu zz seninnya gue dipanggil ibu retno, audy dipanggil ibu pudji bah nangis – nangis dah gue pulangnya. nah bsknya gue kan mau ngambil daftar absen sama lauren ke TU, 6th sense gue udah bergejolak ni, feeling so baad huaaa ternyata bnr aja, bgtu mau ke tangga bu ida keluar dari ruang guru sambil marah gajelas eh pas ngeliat gue malah lbh parah trs triak : URSULA SAMA PACAR KAMU ISTIRAHAT KE2 NGADEP SAYA!!!!!!!!!
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ANJING! PARAH BANGET! DUNIA SERASA BERENTI BERPUTAR! pas sadar gue udah di kls, lalu gue nangis di kls huaa cengengnya gue (untung lg pelajaran pak wi) tmn – tmn gue bingung gt semua ni anak knp gada topan badai, angin aja gada ko nangis, stres di 8.6 ato gmn? sisa pelajaran sblm istirahat ke2 gue lewati dgn keringat dingin dan gemetar sambil nangis terpingkal – pingkal. tibalah saat yg dinanti (bukan gue tp bu ida) beeeeh TAKUT & SEREM! gmn ngga? dimarain, di dpn pacar lg, aib kebuka smua dah eeh tp ngga jg malah aibnya audy yg byk kebuka hahaha mamam tuh! prosesi dimarain? lewat aja ya gamau inget – inget lg! nah sejak itutu gue jd jarang kontek sama audy. nah makanya skr kita beralih ke ewad. hem ewad jd brani ngungkapin rasa sayangnya ke gue. di fs dia pernah ngasi kode sandi yg kalo diterjemahkan : edward mencintai ninda ahahaha cihuy men reaksi gue : ooh itu toh, aku pikir apa .............................. sumpah kejam banget gue zz ewad ini jg punya penyakit. awalnya sih gue ga percaya tp byk tmnnya yg ngyakinin gue, makanya gue percaya.

lalu 10 sept 06 ewad ultah & konon kabarnya gue yg pertama ngasi selamat ke dia aw aw senengnya itu anak trs bsknya audy ultah bzzt begadang 2 malem, gue ngasi kado dompet. tautaunya tgl 12 audy minta pts rawr tp gajadi hehehe aaaaah pokoknya masa – masa itu gue ga punya gairah hidup deh. trs tgl 23 sept jalan ke gading sm audy huahaha pertama kali jalan ke gading nee!! nonton The Devil Wears Prada, audy mau liat kembaran gue sih, anne hathaway -___- senengnyaaaa tp pulangnya dimarain bokap haha bodooooo.
akhir september gtau dipelet apa kerjaan gue cm muntah – muntah. lalu gue didiagnosa.. typus + maag zzz sebel banget dah mana kangeeeeen ga ktmu soalnya gue ga sekolah tp audy jd lbh pratian lhooo wakakakaka tp dia ga jngukin gue jahat rawr selebihnya biasa aja.

14 oktober ke CC ( blgnya tugas OSIS ) waw ktmu ewad lho haha tp pas disana mantannya rada gmn gt ngliatin gue, serem ah. 20 oktober, ewad ngomong parah lwt telvon! OMG.. tp sayangnya cm ini yg msh nyangkut di otak gue : ewad sayang bgt sm ninda, ewad rela ngasi jantung ewad ( buat apa, jantung gue msh sehat kalee ) ewad rela jd selingkuhan ninda. i love you.
beeeeeeeh ga bisa ngmg apapa deh parahparah besoknya sabtu 15 oktober sifat berandal keluar, blg ke bokap ada rapat di sekolah (pdhl gue jg gtau rapat apa zz) blgnya dijemput tmn di dpn komplek padahal sang pangeran (caelaaa) udah nunggu di dpn dgn motor bebek sewaan huahaha cabut yoo sampe di sekolah papa sms gue : PAPA PERCAYA SAMA KAMU NAK, KAMU GA MUNGKIN NGECEWAIN PAPA. astaga dragon dueeeer kea disamber petir aja 13 taun gue dibesarin susah payah malah gini blsnnya? akhirnya gue pun malah boong lg zz blgnya mau ke gading sm martha & steffi eh boleh yauda haha kesana naek bajaj, audy duduk sama abang bajaj haha rada susah dibedain yaa huehehe trs di lapiz pd shisha. berhubung gue dulu msh naif, lugu & hijau gue ga ngerti pula apa itu gue gaikutan. nah pulangnya kan dianterin audy naek mobil, sampe dpn rmh gue nyium pipinya yampuuuuuuuuuuun maluuuuuuuuuuu huaaaa ( tp dilakuin ) kalo inget msh bikin merinding haha ohya tgl 11nya audy ngasi puisi ke gue : ( maaf diedit )

every lil thing
it’s every lil thing you do
that makes me fall in love with you
it’s every lil thing you say
that makes me wanna feel this way
there isn’t a thing i can point to
because it’s every lil thing you do
and no matter what they say
it is our love
our hearts are inseparable
no matter what they say
you’re my true love

aaaaaaw so sweet :D

trs juga ewad sempet mau dioperasi gt & dia minta gue jd cewenya 3 hari aja. uhh hati pun bergejolak krn di satu sisi gamau nyakitin ewad tp di sisi lain audy mana bisa dilepasin huakaka pas gue ngasi tau audy jg lsg diem. yaaaaaaah dia mana rela ya cewe seperfect gue jatoh ke pelukan cowo lain (ehmmm) tp gajadi ko tenang yaw

tgl 11 nov ramerame ke tarsat trs blok m anjrit di blok m panas bgt mau mati aja dah trs ke gading naek taxi pangkupangkuan di taxi ahaha aduuuuuuh pokoknya hari itu one of the best day in my life ever deh :D
abis itu audy karwis, anyeeeeng panas badan 3 hari hadooh lebay amat ya gue sampe sakit gmn kalo ditinggal ke surga trs tgl 25 nov audy plg, pertama kali liat dia maen gitar huaa seneng tau pdhl gapenting juga zz gmn kalo liat dia akrobat lansung jungkir balik kali ya gue tp tgl 27 november bokapnya audy nyuruh pts haduh sedihnya diriku udah 8 bulan tp restu tak kunjung datang tp ga pts ko, ga mungkinlaaa hehe tp hapenya audy kalo ga salah disita gt huaaaaaaa audyku mana? diary gue pasti bosen deh tiap hari yg gue tulis cm itu mgkn kalo diary gue idup gue udah ditriakin : woy gada cerita lain mbak?! lewat – lewat – lewat

ulum! fuck! event yg nguras isi otak & membuat kantong mata gue punya kantong mata garagara mesti belajar sampe para hantu bermunculan secara yaa gue lemotz dan telmi. selesai tgl 11 desember 2006, langsung jalan ke gading, nonton hantu jeruk purut :D what an unforgettable day! do you still remember aud?

7 januari 2007 PUTUS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :(:(:(:(:'(

langsung diary powerpuff, foto + suratnya audy gue bakar! nyesel tapi skr hehe dan selama 1 minggu kedepan kerjaan gue ga berubah :
bangun tidur : nangis
disekolah : mencoba tegar walau hati hancur berkeping - keping
2 siang – 6 sore : nangis di kamar
7-9 malem : mencoba belajar tapi ga bisa malah trs nangis
mau tidur : nangis sambil dengerin lagu

hadoooooh itu air mata kalo dikumpulin bisa buat cuci piring kali yaa sampe gue novena, rosario dan segalanya deh beeh religius mendadak ckckck sampe suatu hari dgn suksesnya gue lupa nguci pintu kamar pas lg nangis & nyokap gue liat gue nangis. nyokap gue dgn nada malaikat blg : aduuh udah ya jangan nangis trs. sini mama suapin sama mandiin ya? astaga anak kls 2 smp dimandiin? no way yaa akhirnya gue pun berenti nangis dan bertobat seraya nambah berat badan gue yg sempet drop 3 kg dlm 2 mgu.

1 minggu abis pts, audy sms gue! senengnya mah gausah ditanya yaa cm ehm berusaha jaim haha lalu 19 januari gue ultah doong haha senang dpt kejutan dr tementemen trs malemnya ewad kermh gue sampe jam 11 mlm! hahai seneng bgt men eh clinton nembak gue haha tp gue tolak, seminggu kemudian ewad nembak cm gue tolak jg secaraa yaaa di hati ini cm ada audy (cuih) haha tgl 20 januari jalan sm audy oke ga tuh? 2 feb 07 pas sekolah lg kena bencana alam banjir bandang, nindaudy balikan x) eeeh tp tgl 15 februari pts lg yaah kegiatan gue berjalan lg :
bangun tidur : nangis
disekolah : mencoba tegar walau hati hancur berkeping - keping
2 siang – 6 sore : nangis di kamar
7-9 malem : mencoba belajar tapi ga bisa malah trs nangis
mau tidur : nangis sambil dengerin lagu

tp abis itu htsan ko haha cm yaa akhirnya audy gamau htsan lg krn dia naksir adek kls gue. beh pas tau bener dah sakit bgt apalagi pas abis audy nembak reininta, jam 2 siang bolong panaspanas mana abis makan gue lari keliling komplek biar ga nangis and yeaah i did it, i didnt cry :) tp pas audy ditolak dia nuduh gue yg nggangga. beh kesel banget taeeeeee tp akhirnya everything’s alright.
hem, endingnya emang rada gaenak ya, cm jujur gue seneng bgt pas jadian sm audy. kerasa bangetlah kalo hidup kadang diatas dan dibawah tp itu udah ngasi byk pelajaran hidup buat gue and kalo dulu gue nolak audy, mungkin itu bakal jd penyesalan terbesar gue seumur hidup.

buat audy gue pgn blg makasi yg sebesar-besarnya, dulu udah pernah jadi orang yg paling berharga dalam hidup gue, pernah nghibur gue pas gue sedih, pernah ngangkat gue pas gue jatoh dan pernah ngasi kebahagiaan yg besar buat gue. sampe skr pun gue ttp msh pgn ngasi yg terbaek buat lo though it isn’t me your best. i really love you dear :):)

Iseeeeeeeeng

2008-06-28T20:18:00.002+07:00

wets gua anak SMA haha bangga amat sih lo nin.
NEM = 36.25
dgn nilai sebagai berikut :

b.indo : 8.60 (gue benci b.indo!)

mat : 9.25

b.ing : 9.40

IPA : 90

jujur gue sama sekali ngga puas sama nilai gue, cm yaudalah. emg pas UAN UAS ULUM gue belajar dgn kecepatan kilat, tanpa ada yg masuk ke kepala gue. td pas gue liat nilai UAS, beeh ancur parah men! nyokap gue sampe triak2 ga karuan liat nilai bersinar gue itu. aaaaah yg penting luluslaah! hehe

~ ohya comment posting ditunggu yaw

KILLING TIME

2008-06-17T11:55:00.001+07:00

Hari ini sama aja kea kmrn. berisik! secara sepupu gue yang msh sekitar 10 taun nginep di rmh gue. anjrit mana anaknya nyebelin. dan yang paling gua sebel adalah dia tuh.. tukang kentut. dari kmrn gue nongkrong dpn komputer, dia sm adek gue maen PS di sebelah. suara tv gue kalah kenceng sama suara kentutnya. taeeee ni anak.
anyway gue lg bimbang nih mau ikut perpisahan apa ngga. abisnya sebagian besar kls 7.4 angkatan gue gada yg ikut ya gue jg mls. eh tiba - tiba gue keinget sama yakub, solmed gua. pas kelas 7, gue inget banget tu abis istirahat yakub maen penggaris kayu papan tulis. sok bergaya game PANGYA eh tak diduga wali kelas gue udah muncul dari balik pintu. kontan aja yakub yg lagi asik maen pedang tiba - tiba jadi patung, begitu juga 1 kls gue. yg lagi ktawa & mulutnya msh mangap suaranya tiba - tiba ilang. bu ida langsung teriak : YAKUUUUUUUUUB! berdiri diluar sambil angkat penggaris! wakakakakak mukanya yakub langsung pasrah gitu. akhirnya 1 kls jd ngakak smua.
trs pas di 9.6, guru agama kls 9 kn diganti. dari pak eto yg katanya S2 dan dijuluki sukri SAB aka suku keriting sok asik berat yg sok - sok ngomong pake bhs inggris jadi ke pak yulius timberlake aka JT, guru paling gajelas yang pernah ada di muka bumi ini yang gue juluki the sexiest man alive versi T4 magazine haha.
cerita dari kls seberang : waktu itu kristian lagi niup plastik trs dipukulpukulin ke meja gt pas lg pelajaran JT
kris : eh kalo meledak bnrn gmn ya? ahahaha
yg lain : hahaha parah lo
eeeeeeh tanpa diduga tanpa disangka, DOOORR!! meledak tu plastiknya!
dalam bayangan gue :
JT : eh kamu! ini lagi pelajaran! berani banget kamu! plok plak plak (seraya memukul pake buku yg setebel daging kambing)
kris : ampun pak! saya ga sengaja!
JT : kamu ga bole ikut pelajaran saya lagi selamanya! SELAMANYA! sekarang ngadep suster! minta poin! CEPAAAAAAT!

hem. itu mungkin biasa ya kalo guru yg marah sejenis guru ekonomi atau sejarah (namanya gausah, kalo dibaca ntar gue yg dilemparin) tp guru agama? mau tau tanggepannya JT?
kris : waduh mampus gue!
JT : kristian!
kris : iya pak? (takut & keringet dingin)
JT : sudah sejak berapa lama kamu merencanakan kegiatan tersebut?
kris dan sekelas 9.5 : WAKAKAKAKAKAKAKAKAKAK!!!

guru ajaib emang ya tuh JT. kalo dia lg ngajar di dpn, mau lo joget di dpn kls jg dia tu ga marah! sinting! tapi dia emg niatnya baik sih, ngajar agama. dia blm tau aja murid tarki kea gini semua. tiap pelajaran JT paling gue pake jaket, pake headset, dgr lagu, tutupin wirenya pake rambut sambil makan permen karet. tiap pelajaran JT, anak 9.6 pasti bawa uang jajan lebih atau bawa bekal banyak dari rmh, pesta dah. makan, minum, ngobrol, baca komik, triak - triak, ketawa. kasian juga sih. nyokap gue pas gue critain langsung bilang ke gue : anak tarki itu nakal semua. ga bakal axel (adek gue) mama masukin ke tarki! ga bakal!
haha kasian adek gue, dia ga bakal ngrasain seru kompaknya 1 angkatan. angkatan gue ni emg parah! bandelnya men ga ketolong. cuma seru! apalagi udah mau pisah, bukannya tobat malah makin bandel.
aduh, gue kangen ni sama hotua. tu anak lg belajar apa tidur ya? pas sekolah gue udah trima rapot sekolah dia baru ulum zz tp ya bodo amat. ntar gue mau ngpost cerita baru, udah gua ketik tp ilang padahal udah panjaaaaaaaaang banget! setan! baca ya daadadaadada :)

AWAKE

2008-06-16T11:39:00.001+07:00

Dude, i do really looooooove this damn song, check it out ya

SECONDHAND SERENADE

AWAKE

With every appearance by you blinding my eyes
I can hardly remember the last time I felt like I do
You're an angel disguised
And you're lying real still
but your heart beat is fast just like mine
And the movie's long over
that's three that have passed
one more's fine

Will you stay awake for me?
I don't wanna miss anything
I don't wanna miss anything
I will share the air I breathe
I'll give you my heart on a string
I just don't wanna miss anything

I'm trying real hard not to shake
I'm biting my tongue
but I'm feeling alive and with every breathe that I take
I feel like I've won
You're my key to survival
And if it's a hero you want
I can save you
Just stay here
Your whispers are priceless
Your breathe, it is dear
So please stay near

Say my name
I just want to hear you
Say my name
So I know it's true
You're changing me
You're changing me
You showed me how to live
So just say

gue suka banget sama lagu ini, maknanya daleeeeeem aw.
lagu ini special buat dia, iya, dia. siapa? adaaaaa deh :)

Story Of My DAMN Life @ tarki

2008-06-12T14:04:00.001+07:00

* b14 @ prambanan (w/ bu pudji & bu imma) *

- fotonya kurang XANDRA sama REHUL ( Xandra gtau kemana, Rehul gaikut karwis huaaaa ) -

liburan. dan dari tadi gue cm nangis sediiiih banget mau pisah sama angkatan 28. apalagi sama b14, kinanti, alexa, wilona, 9.6 dkk.

aah knp hidup mesti ada perpisahan? gue udah klop banget 3taun di tarpat. walopun awalnya gue nolak keras.

bayangin aja udah tes susah2 di tere, ditrima pula eh malah msk tarpat.

tapi mungkin aja kalo gue tetep ngotot masuk tere gue ga bakal nemuin hidup seindah ini hahaha

gue nemuin cinta pertama yang amit-amit 2taun ini selalu ada di hati gue.

untungnya gue skr udah nemuin penggantinya fiuh.. thanks GOD haha

di tarki gue udah nemuin banyaaaaaaak banget pelajaran berharga.

PERSAHABATAN. temen2 gue di tarpat keren smua lho! ahaha

ada yg freak. psycho, bokep, tukang mamam hahaha

tp yg special itu b14 & 9.6. mereka berharga banget buat gue. yang berani nyakitin mereka bakal gue ancurin!

banyak banget kenangan bareng. maen starwars sampe heidi ketimpa wakaka, dimarain guru gara2 ribut di gereja. manjat istana boneka di dufan hahaha kacau semua!

thanks 7.4 dan tarki yang udah mempertemukan kita semua, walopun ntar kita lulus gue ga bkl nglupain temen terbaik gue

walopun ntar kita masih bisa brg cm kita gabisa lg duduk di sharpat, cutecutean, bokep bareng, NGERJAIN ORG. huhu im gonna miss those things we've done together.

b14 gaboleh bubar I LOVE YOU MY EVERYTHING!

CINTA TERLARANG?

2008-06-01T17:26:00.001+07:00

gue suka sama cowo yg gue sebel zz

wahaha gila bener ga tuh? awalnya gue nganggep cowo ini cm pengganggu belaka eh lama - lama ya begini deh.

semua berawal dari CHATTING. gue lupa tepatnya kpn dan siapa yg ngasih msn dia ke gue secara ya ingatan gue jangka pendek. yah gitu deh, mulai deket, jadi kakak adekan. dan semakin lama gue semakin sebel sama dia wahahaha eh pas gue liat dia untuk pertama kali jengjengjeng -_- gue malah langsung suka zz rawr paraaah waoy secara dia udah punya cewe dan gue pun knl sm cewenya. aaaaaaaaaargh! gue sempet dibuat stres beberapa hari krn gue tipe orang yg BENCI CINTA BERTEPUK SEBELAH TANGAN! hehehe

yah kita liat aja kelanjutannya gmn dia sm cewenya ato rasa suka gue ini perlahan bisa hilang? well we'll see.

read my next posting yaw

It's ME!

2008-05-01T12:34:00.001+07:00

akhirnya buat blog :)

Ursula Aninda Putri / Ninda - Nenn - Nda
19 Januari 1993
Playgroup Mutiara Indonesia
TK Tarakanita 5 -lulus sebagai peringkat I wahahaha beneran lho!
SD Tarakanita 5 -lulus kelas 6E sebagai peringkat I dan peringkat UAS ke 5 dalam 1 angkatan
SMP Tarakanita 4 -bisa bisa ga lulus hehe

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